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CemetryGates

CemetryGates

𝔅𝔢𝔱𝔴𝔢𝔢𝔫 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔩𝔡𝔰
Apr 10, 2022
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I've noticed that upon waking from a dream or long sleep, I feel the most disconnected from reality and have little to no SI, i've been observing this for a month or two and it is quite interesting to me.
 
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noalarms

noalarms

Member
Jun 18, 2022
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I've had the same experience - although for me SI is also reduced by reading about people who have CTB and their attempts.

As weird as it sounds, there is something comforting about knowing that someone who was struggling was successful, and that I will be like them one day.
 
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almaranthine

almaranthine

Wizard
Nov 28, 2019
615
I can relate to this, especially if I wake up after a series of nonsensical and pointless dreams, as it rather reiterates to me how truly meaningless everything is.
 
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hellispink

hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
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Angel's Trumpet is a plant, that grows mostly in South America. Some naturist places have it. They are pretty as hell. With three leaves of those, there is enough poison to pass to better life (obviously the size of body weight and height matters). I suggest in deep research to make sure one is aware of every detail. Peaceful? Don't think so because causes hallucinations. But who cares, no dismissal or goodbyes comes easy. It is my plan number three or four if I happened to fail the other methods I have prepared for myself. But talking about household, the chemical method (they mention here , search). It uses mostly cleaning products and stuff like that but they need to have specific ingredients and it is hard to make it work given that it needs a close space.
 
makethepainstop

makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
2,029
Angels trumpet does cause hallucinations, I know of a guy who a couple of the flowers. Three days later he found himself in the local county jail. He had no memory of anything he had done since he ate those flowers! 😮
 

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