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Blutsager

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Mar 11, 2020
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Hello. First of all, thank you, to all of you, for making this place possible, for all the great resources you've provided here, and your constant support. I have read through and decided my method, and wanted to ensure I ain't missing something, I ain't making a mistake. Thank you to all of you who reply.

So, I'll go ahead with my question: I have 2 kilos of SN at a drawer in my home, it's been there for more or less 2 weeks already. Came in a paper package, all open, but also wrapped in plastic, so I hope it is well packaged and air isn't filtering in. I can't test it's purity, even with the blood method, cuz I don't wanna open the package and risk letting air in, so I'll have to hope it is 95% pure as it claims to be. Should the time come, I intend to take an 8 hour fasting, and then, to take a teaspoon of it diluted in water, drink it straight away, like vodka, straight down not letting it be on my mouth, and lie down on bed and let it finish me off. I wanna know if this is the right way to do it. I know I should have other medications at hand but... well, I have paracetamol, but nothing more than that.

Please let me know if this is gonna work... and if I should be concerned for my SN preservation. I don't intend to do this now, perhaps in a few days, perhaps in months, I am only preparing myself for when the world falls apart around me and I and my mom can't take it anymore. Thank you for all your help

So I ain't sure if SN could spoil inside my drawer in a few months or something, or any other considerations of what could go wrong.
Also, if possible, if you understand enough about this topic, and could tell me what is gonna happen once I drink it... I have read a lot about it, but hearing it from one of you, telling me how I will feel, is reassuring.

One more time, as I have said on chat and other posts, thank you, to all of you.
 
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A teaspoon is not enough. It should be 25 g SN in 50 ml of water. I don't know what measurements you use in your country, but I believe it's metric. Can you not measure 25 g? If you use imperial measurements like in the States, that would a heaping tablespoon to 1/4 cup water.
 
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Mar 11, 2020
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A teaspoon is not enough. It should be 25 g SN in 50 ml of water. I don't know what measurements you use in your country, but I believe it's metric. Can you not measure 25 g? If you use imperial measurements like in the States, that would a heaping tablespoon to 1/4 cup water.

Thank you for the comprehensive reply! I see, I'll try to figure out how much would I need, and if I can't weight it, then I'll simply use 3 teaspoons to be sure.

Once again, thank you for your reply, and please, leave me any further feedback you may have about this.
 
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