Venting completely dejected

[singularity3]

My days go by in unbearable pain while I can barely do anything. I just want to sleep forever but fear stops me. It's a bummer that a person can't easily abandon what they never chose when what they didn't choose becomes torture. It's a nightmare, a horror.

 

[FuneralCry]

It truly is so inhumane how we cannot just easily find permanent freedom from all suffering, it disgusts me how suicide is purposely made so difficult despite the fact that existence certainly is so hellish.