Tokugawa_Yoshinobu
Arcanist
- Sep 10, 2023
- 424
I may end up using my suicide as a way to get back at a family member that was pretty unfair to both me and my mother in particular. The family member in question is my grandmother. In short she gave unfair and unequal inheritance to my mom if compared to her other children and split the family in half with her poor decisions. Both me and my mother are very angry at her and vengeful.
We are also poor and get treated lesser by her since years for this too. Grandma really prefers her sons over her only daughter and I found out that she has an unfair gender preference towards men and dislikes women for their sex alone, this includes her granddaughters (me and my cousin). It's highly hypocritical but I digress.
I thought of framing my eventual suicide as an act of defiance against her bullshit by explaining my reasoning in my final notes. I don't know if it would make her feel regret but it could have an effect on the rest of family to turn against her or be more critical of her. If I can't achieve much in life maybe I can achieve something with my death.
Either way one day I will ctb but this more or less just an idea to take revenge on a person who wronged me in the past.
We are also poor and get treated lesser by her since years for this too. Grandma really prefers her sons over her only daughter and I found out that she has an unfair gender preference towards men and dislikes women for their sex alone, this includes her granddaughters (me and my cousin). It's highly hypocritical but I digress.
I thought of framing my eventual suicide as an act of defiance against her bullshit by explaining my reasoning in my final notes. I don't know if it would make her feel regret but it could have an effect on the rest of family to turn against her or be more critical of her. If I can't achieve much in life maybe I can achieve something with my death.
Either way one day I will ctb but this more or less just an idea to take revenge on a person who wronged me in the past.