lachrymost
finger on the eject button
- Oct 4, 2022
- 344
What are some comforting, escapist daydreams that you indulge in? The weirder and more embarrassing, the better.
I used to imagine my favourite authors and YouTubers comforting me like I was a precious loved one of theirs. There was a wrestler I used to picture bodyslamming me against the wall and giving me a reassuring talk to snap me out of a thought cascade. Hilarious. Now the prospect of recovery feels too ridiculous so I can't really do that anymore.
Although I did try to get ChatGPT to roleplay as one of the authors a few times, as if we were texting. It didn't work very well. Then I had ChatGPT roleplay as a talking rabbit on a farm. Once I figured out how to prep ChatGPT for the scene, the therapy rabbit worked better.
Lately I've been spontaneously calling myself "sweetheart" in my head. Sometimes I imagine someone else is saying it. It feels very tender and wrong, but everything tender feels wrong in this world.
I used to imagine my favourite authors and YouTubers comforting me like I was a precious loved one of theirs. There was a wrestler I used to picture bodyslamming me against the wall and giving me a reassuring talk to snap me out of a thought cascade. Hilarious. Now the prospect of recovery feels too ridiculous so I can't really do that anymore.
Although I did try to get ChatGPT to roleplay as one of the authors a few times, as if we were texting. It didn't work very well. Then I had ChatGPT roleplay as a talking rabbit on a farm. Once I figured out how to prep ChatGPT for the scene, the therapy rabbit worked better.
Lately I've been spontaneously calling myself "sweetheart" in my head. Sometimes I imagine someone else is saying it. It feels very tender and wrong, but everything tender feels wrong in this world.