Coke addiction, university overload

[missmiseery]

I think I'm starting to get addicted to coke and even though I know it, I don't want to try to recover because my life sucks right bow and I have zero motivation to do anything, when I clean the house or do stuff with coke it gets so much easier. I bought 1g because it was good stuff for a cheap price and I used it only twice but I have it easily and I don't know what to do, I've never done that much, but I feel so down. Everything makes me feel sad and all I want is to go to my parents' house, which I was going to do today but I have to go to university again. I don't know how much longer I will survive like that

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Anyway it's up to you what you wanna do but maybe coke is not the way to go permanently. After the high comes the down if you can't handle this then it becomes dangerous. But you know that already. You may also get very destroyed teeth over time.

 

[d3ad]

I think I'm starting to get addicted to coke and even though I know it, I don't want to try to recover because my life sucks right bow and I have zero motivation to do anything, when I clean the house or do stuff with coke it gets so much easier. I bought 1g because it was good stuff for a cheap price and I used it only twice but I have it easily and I don't know what to do, I've never done that much, but I feel so down. Everything makes me feel sad and all I want is to go to my parents' house, which I was going to do today but I have to go to university again. I don't know how much longer I will survive like that

How are you holding up?