BigNarkoleptic

BigNarkoleptic

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Mar 8, 2021
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I will update whether it's a working method

Godspeed
At lightspeed

To the commune of SS
 
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Phoenix

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What's the plan? CO is a method I'm considering too
 
BigNarkoleptic

BigNarkoleptic

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I have a burner, bought from Amazon, 3kg briquettes, a 3000 hydrohead tent, some painkillers, some bicardi, some music from the 90's (mostly rock and punk because it's pretty fatal to listen to that ive heard so I'm doubling up) and have patched the tent to be air tight.

Lighting up for an hour, till grey and glowing, doing my concoction and booze then going to pass out after joining the coals I move into the tent space.

I may consider other potentially fatal methods like listening to pop music... Jk. But SRSLY may bring an extra 'hard' method. Blade or vehicle to place of height.

I tried SN a few weeks ago but I don't think it was SN. So this is it.

Suggestions?
 
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Last chance

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Good luck tomorrow,I hope you find peace.
I'm considering using the same method in my bathroom.
 
BigNarkoleptic

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If this isn't the end, what's meant of learning.
Mar 8, 2021
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I will post updates tomorrow before.
 
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Well we'll see
 
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I have a burner, bought from Amazon, 3kg briquettes, a 3000 hydrohead tent, some painkillers, some bicardi, some music from the 90's (mostly rock and punk because it's pretty fatal to listen to that ive heard so I'm doubling up) and have patched the tent to be air tight.

Lighting up for an hour, till grey and glowing, doing my concoction and booze then going to pass out after joining the coals I move into the tent space.

I may consider other potentially fatal methods like listening to pop music... Jk. But SRSLY may bring an extra 'hard' method. Blade or vehicle to place of height.

I tried SN a few weeks ago but I don't think it was SN. So this is it.

Suggestions?
Have you drunk SN? Sorry. But this is very interesting to me, can you say a few words about this?

Haven't you tested it? How did you feel? How much did you drink?
 
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BigNarkoleptic

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If this isn't the end, what's meant of learning.
Mar 8, 2021
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No. There are other threads dedicated to this.
 
BigNarkoleptic

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If this isn't the end, what's meant of learning.
Mar 8, 2021
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It's a Malawi tent from Argos.

And well... I ordered takeout and fell asleep so if I can be bothered to walk to my spot tonight I'm hoping the same thing doesn't happen again.

Haha
 
BigNarkoleptic

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Just started my burner
Should burn up fine for the next 45-1hr
 
UselessMF

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Don't be afraid to change your decision if you aren't sure about it. If it's your final decision, then godspeed fella hope you have a peaceful journey to the otherside.
 
BigNarkoleptic

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Burners still going... All I got is flames still. Used around 2+ kg of briquettes so going to wait until it'll die down
Thank you for your thoughts and good words guys
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Mar 8, 2021
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Yeah. I posted onto another final thread but..


Hi. I woke up early this morning. There was a very large hole in the bottom of my tent.

Here's what I remember
Hyperventilating a lot
Passing out
I remember having more vision from very blurry vision outside my tent waking up looking at the ground then climbing a fence and sitting down

After 10 minutes I walked home very slowly
A headache ensued, took pain killers
Reducing stimulus ATM staying calm
Drinking some booze to take the edge off

- I can't believe it didn't work -
- I was really hoping it would be more subtle -

I just remember breathing really hard before I passed out I think, it was hard to talk, like running super hard on a treadmill, I was so dizzy when I sat up I laid down and I think I passed out after that moment.

I just remember looking at my tent and there was a 2 foot hole, ash everywhere about 2 hours later. I might have convulsed i don't know. Mounted the cooker fine, it was all the hot ash underneath that some how spread it's self and burned a fucking massive hole.

This was my experience for the community.

It's a bad method I think because there wasn't a really high amount to begin with, lots of feeling like suffocation before you essentially pass out like a fish out of water.

I don't know what else to say. I feel let down to be honest.

I hope this informs in some way, I've seen generator forums and that seems like it would work better but this method is just sitting until you feel you can't breathe essentially. Even if the concentration is really high, you are still going to be gasping for air like you've been swimming underwater for a whole minute or something and swimming really hard.

I read studies on dogs and other animals before I did this, they don't mention effects except disorientation and un-coordination until loss of consciousness, so I think in theory administering a very high ppm dose and entering very quickly is most effective. This way was very uncomfortable though I found.

My rating

Pain - 1/10 felt no pain. Just mild panic symptoms like slow reactions and panic and mild nausea and feeling like you've drunk a bottle of vodka, can't move, and don't feel drunk but everything slows way down
Peacefulness - 2/10 your not thinking about anything besides how hard it is to breathe, and how your heart is going. I waited before going in and remember almost going to sleep until it got hard to breathe bit that was after about 2-5 minutes
SI - 7/10 Hard to breathe the atmosphere requires a lot of self control without a concoction to let you fall asleep before
After effects: 8/10 unless calm, and minimising movement, headache was pretty bad as a reminder, feel a bit pissed off as well but that's a given.

Looking for another way now.

Possibly a high jump.

God it was so shit, especially the burning feeling the next day. The taste on my lungs wasn't nice.

And it wasn't odourless. Or tasteless. I remember a very noticeable flavour unlike anything I've tasted before. It tasted quite, thick and like a mild detergent. Or felt like inhaling very thick cigarette smoke.
Acidity: 2/10
Metallic: 5/10
General chemical flavour: 8/10

Oh and my whole body aches a bit too but I'm pretty hard going so my thoughts are that it's manageable with a few painkillers but if there wasn't a hole in my tent it would have worked.

It's legit a cheap method though, cost me under 100 and not painful, just major SI from heart rate increasing quite rapidly as the ppm rises.

I feel kinda of now, just really dejected and hung over.

Need to find a better method, it wasn't peaceful at all in my view, it requires some ability to 'switch off' even though you feel like you are suffocating. If I did it again I guess I'd know what to expect though now. And could quite easily just absorb it next time.

Despite the ppm, you are still going to struggle to breathe to get as much oxygen as possible.
 
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Yeah. I posted onto another final thread but..


Hi. I woke up early this morning. There was a very large hole in the bottom of my tent.

Here's what I remember
Hyperventilating a lot
Passing out
I remember having more vision from very blurry vision outside my tent waking up looking at the ground then climbing a fence and sitting down

After 10 minutes I walked home very slowly
A headache ensued, took pain killers
Reducing stimulus ATM staying calm
Drinking some booze to take the edge off

- I can't believe it didn't work -
- I was really hoping it would be more subtle -

I just remember breathing really hard before I passed out I think, it was hard to talk, like running super hard on a treadmill, I was so dizzy when I sat up I laid down and I think I passed out after that moment.

I just remember looking at my tent and there was a 2 foot hole, ash everywhere about 2 hours later. I might have convulsed i don't know. Mounted the cooker fine, it was all the hot ash underneath that some how spread it's self and burned a fucking massive hole.

This was my experience for the community.

It's a bad method I think because there wasn't a really high amount to begin with, lots of feeling like suffocation before you essentially pass out like a fish out of water.

I don't know what else to say. I feel let down to be honest.

I hope this informs in some way, I've seen generator forums and that seems like it would work better but this method is just sitting until you feel you can't breathe essentially. Even if the concentration is really high, you are still going to be gasping for air like you've been swimming underwater for a whole minute or something and swimming really hard.

I read studies on dogs and other animals before I did this, they don't mention effects except disorientation and un-coordination until loss of consciousness, so I think in theory administering a very high ppm dose and entering very quickly is most effective. This way was very uncomfortable though I found.

My rating

Pain - 1/10 felt no pain. Just mild panic symptoms like slow reactions and panic and mild nausea and feeling like you've drunk a bottle of vodka, can't move, and don't feel drunk but everything slows way down
Peacefulness - 2/10 your not thinking about anything besides how hard it is to breathe, and how your heart is going. I waited before going in and remember almost going to sleep until it got hard to breathe bit that was after about 2-5 minutes
SI - 7/10 Hard to breathe the atmosphere requires a lot of self control without a concoction to let you fall asleep before
After effects: 8/10 unless calm, and minimising movement, headache was pretty bad as a reminder, feel a bit pissed off as well but that's a given.

Looking for another way now.

Possibly a high jump.

God it was so shit, especially the burning feeling the next day. The taste on my lungs wasn't nice.

And it wasn't odourless. Or tasteless. I remember a very noticeable flavour unlike anything I've tasted before. It tasted quite, thick and like a mild detergent. Or felt like inhaling very thick cigarette smoke.
Acidity: 2/10
Metallic: 5/10
General chemical flavour: 8/10

Oh and my whole body aches a bit too but I'm pretty hard going so my thoughts are that it's manageable with a few painkillers but if there wasn't a hole in my tent it would have worked.

It's legit a cheap method though, cost me under 100 and not painful, just major SI from heart rate increasing quite rapidly as the ppm rises.

I feel kinda of now, just really dejected and hung over.

Need to find a better method, it wasn't peaceful at all in my view, it requires some ability to 'switch off' even though you feel like you are suffocating. If I did it again I guess I'd know what to expect though now. And could quite easily just absorb it next time.

Despite the ppm, you are still going to struggle to breathe to get as much oxygen as possible.
Sorry you had such a shit time,I don't understand how people die accidentally this way so easily.

Did you seal up the vents in your tent?
 
BigNarkoleptic

BigNarkoleptic

If this isn't the end, what's meant of learning.
Mar 8, 2021
194
Yeah it was pretty much air tight.

The gaps, with long exposure, must cause it by accident. So you can breathe but after a few hours it definitely kills you.
 
Tackingintothewind

Tackingintothewind

Mage
Mar 2, 2021
530
Be careful with co the real side effects can happen days and weeks later
 
BigNarkoleptic

BigNarkoleptic

If this isn't the end, what's meant of learning.
Mar 8, 2021
194
Yeah I've read some entry's on it and on here too am aware thanks
 
Tackingintothewind

Tackingintothewind

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Mar 2, 2021
530
I think you were missing the heat proof mats or the tray with water inside
 
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If this isn't the end, what's meant of learning.
Mar 8, 2021
194
Yeah, I think the tray I had may have melted. It was just a disposable BBQ tray I kept, thin foil one, didn't think the ashes would of stayed so hot. Cause I transferred the briquettes but kept the tray of ashes next to it. May have just melted as it burned off and spilled possibly. Haven't been back to check or anything.
 
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Bat 17

Bat 17
Mar 30, 2021
307
I'm glad you're ok.

I tried to CTB with Monox and ended up with kidney failure and permanent neurological damage to both lower legs. Spent 3 days in ITU and months in hospital.

As I say, I'm glad you are ok, I was worried.
 
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I'm glad you're ok.

I tried to CTB with Monox and ended up with kidney failure and permanent neurological damage to both lower legs. Spent 3 days in ITU and months in hospital.

As I say, I'm glad you are ok, I was worried.
What happened? I'm considering this method but have heard of a fair few failures.
 
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Bat 17

Bat 17
Mar 30, 2021
307
What happened? I'm considering this method but have heard of a fair few failures.
I'm still not completely sure. I'd researched it and tested it carefully. I think it was a combination of not being able to eliminate ventilation and the charcoals being not the best quality.
 
UselessMF

UselessMF

Member
Dec 4, 2020
80
Sorry it didn't goes the way you wished. I hope you won't have health problems from that failed attempt.
I'm glad you're ok.

I tried to CTB with Monox and ended up with kidney failure and permanent neurological damage to both lower legs. Spent 3 days in ITU and months in hospital.

As I say, I'm glad you are ok, I was worried.
Your experience might bring me back to firearm method which was my first idea but didn't want a too gory body for the people left behind
 
hfdepression30

hfdepression30

Experienced
Mar 30, 2021
236
What caused the hole in the floor of your tent? That would've been one of the major factors for it not working since it wasn't a confined space anymore
 
BigNarkoleptic

BigNarkoleptic

If this isn't the end, what's meant of learning.
Mar 8, 2021
194
I think the ashes melted out of a BBQ tray I used, a foil type one
I wish a had a revolver or SG etc...
 

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