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I initially wanted to get my hands on Midazolam to test how effective it can induce unconsciousnouss. In the end, I was able to source Clorazepate (Tranxene) instead.

Just, it crosses my mind, better late than sorry, aren't those benzos junk meds ? I mean, what are the odds for me to develop an addiction after 2/3 intakes if I'm forcing a bit too much on the dose or increasingly ? I don't wanna start a slippery slope
 
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Good question! I just OD'd on benzos the last two nights and blacked out. Didn't remember a thing. Feeling waves of relaxation. It was ultimate pleasure.
 
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It sounds charming, which is part of the danger. Tell me if you start starving for more, pretty please
 
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Well I got physically addicted month ago from just 15 1mg alprazolam (xanax) and 10 2mg Clonazepam (K-pin, rivotril) I used them over 3-4 weeks and that was enough to get me physically addicted.

I am the last person to say don´t do drugs and I still think all drugs should be legal because our bodies our choice there just need to be more education like in school instead of having entire lectures about "drugs are bad mkay" maybe tell the truth about them you know harm reduction over "just say no" and scare campaigns.

But unless you suffer from severe anxiety to the point of panic attacks I personally wouldn´t use them on a daily basis, on a comedown from cocaine or MDMA a few times a year would be a good idea but otherwise I would stay away from them.
 
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I have Clorazepate and I have used it . It is similar to Clonazepam in many ways , but acts a bit different .

ClonazepamClorazepate
Onset60m45m
Full onset120m90m-120m
Duration12h10h
Duration (overall)20h30h

I distinguish between onset which is the beginning of effects and "full" onset which is not peak but full effects . Same for duration: it will be effective for 10h-12h but effects will overall last longer (20h-30h) -- some won't feel those at all.

Due to long onset and medium-to-long duration Clonazepam is considered one of the 'safest' benzodiazpenes in terms of developing addiction. However I have heard from a reliable source dealing with junkies they can often add 10 pills of Clonazepam at the same time (to their other substance of choice) and get a superb high. So it is abused. And I was shocked by that amount .

I don't suffer from severe anxiety and I use Clonazepam almost daily for years now without side effects or tolerance . I have seen it to be more problematic for severe anxiety because then the relief is more pronounced and accompanied by mild euphoria ("floating" feeling) , hence addictive . It is however used for severe anxiety as noted above -- daily , for years , without problems.

The addiction potential seems to be very personal . You can usually guess if you'd get addicted by how it makes you feel: bring you back to a normal basic neutral state , or totally change how you feel and 'uplifts' your spirit . Some people have a strong tendency to use drugs in general . Other people have tendency to addiction . Those are two different things , though they overlap .

Alprazolam (Xanax) in particular is addictive due to very quick onset and quick depletion . That is less the case with Clonazepam -- it takes time for effects to wear off so there's less of an instant 'down' . People with moderate to severe anxiety often report symptoms back (sometimes stronger) after Alprazolam , while that is less the case (or less severe) with Clonazepam . As said Clorazepate is similar to Clonazepam .

Clorazepate is basically desmethyldiazepam , and is used for alcohol withdrawal . Again , due to longer effects and somewhat less addictive potential . Tolerance to that active metabolite of clorazepate is slower than with other benzodiazepines. So it's generally one of the 'safest' .

Overall I found Clorazepate "stronger" than Clonazepam , regardless of the dosage . It had a tendency to knock me down a bit more and make me feel more 'intoxicated' , like alcohol ( only without the energy , enthusiasm , happiness , etc -- just very heavy and slight head pounding ). I did not have those with Clonazepam . I'm sensitive and others should not feel those symptoms -- it's just indicative that it's a bit stronger . I also found it to be more variable , and that's a known thing , i.e. onset and durations change between individuals (Alprazolam and Clonazepam are pretty similar across individuals ; not considering severe anxiety and tolerance ) .

Midazolam has much quicker onset (20m) and shorter duration (3h) so it's has much more addictive potential .

I mean, what are the odds for me to develop an addiction after 2/3 intakes if I'm forcing a bit too much on the dose or increasingly ? I don't wanna start a slippery slope
The risks of developing addiction after 2 intakes is extremely minimal (which is scientific way to say basically non-existant). If you have addictive tendencies the potential would still be low. Seriously, just 1 pill won't be a problem. Addiction is usually over a month and only for fifth of the patients/users. If for some weird reason it instantly makes you feel "too good" , which is a highly unlikely , just throw it away (or leave just few for when needed) .
  • You would probably know on the first trial how it makes you feel .
  • If first trial causes discomfort you may try again with lower dosage ; however if it causes severe discomfort (rare) reconsider not to use it .
  • As always start with a very small dosage . Take ½ a pill or even ¼ (same for capsules -- it's powder inside). Wait 2h and if all goes well you can increase dosage . There's nothing dangerous about it , just keep it safe and learn its effects .
 
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Thank you very much for this long detailed post sharing your personal experience. Since unknowledgeable with practice about benzos, it helps to dress up a bigger picture.

I guess my main problem is not being certain to get a continuous supply, hence why I was cautious to avoid a forced withdrawal episode.
I don't have a drug abuse history neither believe I'm sensitive to artificial paradises particularly but this is part of what I want to figure out cause I'm however used to resist to suffering to great extents without calling for help. So I will try it once to just get a snapshot of what I'm missing then try to hang down immediately. That's nice to hear that the cooling down with Clorazepate will wear off gradually.

I don't suffer from severe anxiety and I use Clonazepam almost daily for years now without side effects or tolerance .

Didn't know it was even possible ! Great for you. Like you, I don't suffer from severe anxiety on the outside, more insidious tension. I don't go extreme with panic but feel uncomfortable in most daily life situations. I'm closer to the avoidant personality disorder regarding symptoms than panic attacks, social phobia and agoraphobia. My mind is not going bonks in a social setting because I learned to disengage before or shutdown my presence without guilt. So I don't know if the chemicals are really suited to justify I'd get onboard benzos long term since I got more of an identity problem.

If I understood you correctly, aside the longer life span, Clorazepate may also feel a little less intense than Xanax ? or not necessarily ? Sorry, you said the reaction could be personal. I may compare if I can

Your explanation gave me some relief. I'm curious how it'll feel because I'm not one who feels energy , enthusiasm & happiness from alcohol. Sometimes, I wonder if I'm not wired like a robot... I'll take your advice not to worry and keep the intakes spaced apart for the occasional cure only.



(not sure I relate to that "fear of everything" feeling. That's not me. But targeted paralysing reluctance in loop mode sometimes)
 
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