painfullywoman
New Member
- Feb 12, 2020
- 3
Hi,I am new here.27 years old,from Philippines and been suffering from chronic pain for 5 months now without diagnoses and any pain meds to get by.CBD or MMJ is illegal here so even i wanna try it there is no chance.24/7 pain is exhausting.and this is not living anymore.although i really try hard not to give up there is always this feeling that i want to just end it by ending my life.idk anymore.i want to find an easy way out from this misery.i tried hanging myself for like 100 times maybe but i cant make it right.the pain just making me back out.i really envy those who tried it once and died instantly.