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barny

Member
Jun 17, 2019
80
Hi,
so I hope this is ok to ask here.
Theoretical question - if you had a magic pill you could take to make you feel better (but only temporarily), would you take it or still CTB? because you know that sooner or later you will come back to feeling the same. ?
 
DreamCatcher

DreamCatcher

Still searching
Jun 18, 2019
221
It's a tough choice. Since I'm currently alive because dying would hurt people I care about, then for their sake it would be better to take the meds that made me more likely to live longer.

For my sake I'd rather not be here, but life isn't that simple.
 
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Robbyna

Robbyna

Student
Mar 6, 2019
182
I would 100% choose death. Everyone dies eventually anyway.
 
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Broken Chimera

Broken Chimera

The abyss also gazes into you
May 27, 2019
972
It's not feelings that make me want to ctb. It's situations that I can't escape from, problems that weren't my fault. If it were just feelings I wouldn't even think about it. But i know how it's going to end and I don't want to live through it.
 
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Dead_Anyway

Dead_Anyway

Too tired
Jun 20, 2019
3
It's a tough choice. Since I'm currently alive because dying would hurt people I care about, then for their sake it would be better to take the meds that made me more likely to live longer.

For my sake I'd rather not be here, but life isn't that simple.
Can relate! Just here cause dying will hurt family. Honestly hard choice but i lean more towards death.y
 
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deathenvoy

Experienced
Mar 29, 2019
215
I will live. There is always another bus to catch.
 
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LogicalConclusion

LogicalConclusion

Experienced
Jun 2, 2019
239
For me, that "magic pill" is weed so I'm using it until I'm comfortable enough to execute my plan correctly but yeah, I don't wanna stick around much longer knowing how I'll end up
 
lululoo

lululoo

Mage
Dec 15, 2018
558
I would take it I think. I've forgotten what its like to feel physically healthy and I would like to know. Then when I felt crap again I think it would actually help me to go through with it, because I'd remember what I was missing out on.
 
dandan

dandan

One more attempt on life.
Feb 18, 2019
1,298
Give me th cure!! I'll take it any given day, hoping to find a way to enjoy life yei, I'm on my way searching for it... I'm still an employee but now I got my own thing.... Hoping to launch and see it grow or die and I try other thing......

Unless to much pain and I choose to ctb

But not at the moment
 
laila888

laila888

Member
Jun 15, 2019
28
CTB, I find life quite boring and most people are selfish, cruel creatures filled with hatred. There is literally nothing to live for.
 
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Drygore

Member
May 15, 2019
13
I think i'd take the "happy pill", the only reason i havent ctb is that it would hurt a lot of already mentally unstable people in my life.
 
Dartz

Dartz

Give Me The Dirt
Jun 29, 2018
613
Depends how long the pill lasted. Probably just keep living until the effects wore off. Then smack the CTB button.
 

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