Nothing more to really say. I rented a luxury hotel room. Have my rope. I'm in no rush but I hope this suite makes me comfortable enough to transition peacefully. Of course I will have a big bag of weed, some candles, a big meal, music and a jacuzzi. None of y'all know me but I do appreciate all of the information contained on this site. I'm a tad worried about the SI. I need this to be my last night. I can't go through another schizophrenic break.
Life+me=error
Warlock
- May 22, 2019
- 736
Good luck stranger. May tonight be your best and last night on earth.
Meretlein
Moderator
- Feb 15, 2019
- 1,199
Smooth sailing. I hope you find what you're looking for.
trynacbt
Arcanist
- Sep 28, 2019
- 476
sullengirl
Member
- Nov 1, 2019
- 39
Sounds beautiful. I hope everything goes as you wish. Safe and peaceful travels.
CaptainT
Experienced
- Nov 1, 2019
- 241
Fair winds. Safe passage. See you on the other side. Peace and light to you
Thank you all. I'm getting ready now. A long shower and my favorite outfit :) I'm scared to share too much information. I'll update y'all and let you know if it's a proper room. No one in my life suspects anything. I have written no note as of yet. If I do it will only be one to my Mom.
Stan
Factoid Hunter
- Aug 29, 2019
- 2,589
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Stan
Factoid Hunter
- Aug 29, 2019
- 2,589
Complain loudly to the management if it isn't what was promised. They might upgrade you!
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
Ok. Let's look at this as a good thing. If there is any noise, nobody will here it. Trying to find a silver lining.
I was too excited and posted too soon. Never thought with the money I spent that I'd hate the room. It may sound like a bogus reason but there were just too many people outside my room. I felt exposed. I'll try another room next week but I won't make another thread until I've checked into the room.
Perhaps you could ask the hotel to preview and prebook the room in question....
b.t.w. could you ask for a refund ( full or partial ) on the room you had booked ?
e.g. explaining that you wanted a peaceful room, when in fact it was anything but..... ?
b.t.w. could you ask for a refund ( full or partial ) on the room you had booked ?
e.g. explaining that you wanted a peaceful room, when in fact it was anything but..... ?
GreyMagic
The more you care, the more you have to lose.
- Feb 21, 2019
- 173
It is a shame you weren't comfortable. I got excited for you as I read you first and second post for it only to go downhill for you from there. Especially as I understand the need to catch that perfect peaceful death.
We all deserve that peaceful death no matter what our background is.
We all deserve that peaceful death no matter what our background is.
I'm not concerned with the money. Will they really let me preview the room?! I am booking close to my home town, I just never thought to ask.
Well I suppose you could just say you need to be able to read and concentrate, so would appreciate a quiet room, or something ?
Just thinking out loud really, but maybe worth a go.......
I'm severely schizophrenic. Right now I feel normal but I know it will not last too long. They just balanced my meds but it took a year. I'm finally mentally clear enough to plan. I can't suffer another break and a break is inevitable.
n0505
Member
- Oct 6, 2019
- 53
Similar threads
Suicide Discussion
Marshy63
