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turnaround

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Nov 20, 2024
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Is there any chat rooms or apps or anything? I'm so lonely it hurts. I'm scrolling and scrolling. I've looked at crisis ones, supportiv, irc, anonymous chat. Where's the spaces for us to talk?

I'm just so incredibly lonely. I need someone to talk to. To hear their stories, to have that connection. I'm desperate for it. Can anyone give me any suggestions? I know this sounds so desperate and meek but I'm so alone. I can't get out of my bed. I can't even make food. I've been in my bed with my cat since last night at 9pm. It's now 445.

When it gets dark I feel somewhat better. I had a few good days where I felt hopeful, where I had some drive. Where I wanted to push past these feelings of wanting to die. But I've been under the blankets with my eyes semi closed all day wishing someone, something, somehow I will die. I want this torture, this pain to just end.

I just want a chat room to sit in and be around other people who understand. I see the list of so many people who are online. Can't we all just talk to each other?
 
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There is a chat. It is not currently available to everyone. It used to be available when you have posted more like you have done so far, but there has been a change to this lately. There is a chat room for the kind of discussions you are alluding to as well. Usually there are not too many members active there. Talking to each other through posting in threads we can relate to and then privately is more like it is done it seems.
 
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turnaround

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There is a chat. It is not currently available to everyone. It used to be available when you have posted more like you have done so far, but there has been a change to this lately. There is a chat room for the kind of discussions you are alluding to as well. Usually there are not too many members active there. Talking to each other through posting in threads we can relate to and then privately is more like it is done it seems.
Do you know of any off this site? I just want to be around a community. I find the endless refreshing is soul crushing. I just want to feel less alone.

Thank you so much for your reply. I wish I could access the chat you mentioned.
 
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Oct 21, 2024
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Is there any chat rooms or apps or anything? I'm so lonely it hurts. I'm scrolling and scrolling. I've looked at crisis ones, supportiv, irc, anonymous chat. Where's the spaces for us to talk?

I'm just so incredibly lonely. I need someone to talk to. To hear their stories, to have that connection. I'm desperate for it. Can anyone give me any suggestions? I know this sounds so desperate and meek but I'm so alone. I can't get out of my bed. I can't even make food. I've been in my bed with my cat since last night at 9pm. It's now 445.

When it gets dark I feel somewhat better. I had a few good days where I felt hopeful, where I had some drive. Where I wanted to push past these feelings of wanting to die. But I've been under the blankets with my eyes semi closed all day wishing someone, something, somehow I will die. I want this torture, this pain to just end.

I just want a chat room to sit in and be around other people who understand. I see the list of so many people who are online. Can't we all just talk to each other?
Wave.

Hello Turnaround.

Before I splatter the page with words, I should introduce myself a bit. Im…aged…with a few years, male and doing my best to walk my own path with some bearing and dignity instead of a mad rush for the exit. I dont spook as much as saunter off at times, that doesnt mean Im not around.

Loneliness and loss have known me at times. A cat that doesnt feel well may climb in a persons lap, not so much for attention as much as a last ditch effort to feel better and warm. Not to say we are all animals, but we are. Everyone reaches out at some point. Some get really lucky, you got me today.

Oddly for me I have found the world itself lay out a warm rumble beckoning my thoughts. Looking at stars in the evening, or all the many varied forms of clouds, like God's play dough drifting across the sky. Winter is crisp and biting and is much like constant aquavelva to the face. The distractions help some. Dealing with the public at large is not a challenge of donning an illusion of happiness, it is not wanting to see their eyes. Not wanting them to see mine. Ive heard said eyes are the window to the soul, my own doesnt want to be seen so much. Aware of the true darkness, that clings like peanut butter to a dogs mouth, I try to remember a better time. So, I dont darken too many of those doors to the soul.

There may not be a person there physically but there is a sentient ball of plush fur. There are others that are lonely here, Ive no doubt many conversations are coming your way. Never know, a wave of loneliness could turnaround with the tide. Life, as cruel, loving, damning, and full of grace, is always fickle, much like a cat.

Offering a wave as I turn around and head off in to the woods again.
 
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Wave.

Hello Turnaround.

Before I splatter the page with words, I should introduce myself a bit. Im…aged…with a few years, male and doing my best to walk my own path with some bearing and dignity instead of a mad rush for the exit. I dont spook as much as saunter off at times, that doesnt mean Im not around.

Loneliness and loss have known me at times. A cat that doesnt feel well may climb in a persons lap, not so much for attention as much as a last ditch effort to feel better and warm. Not to say we are all animals, but we are. Everyone reaches out at some point. Some get really lucky, you got me today.

Oddly for me I have found the world itself lay out a warm rumble beckoning my thoughts. Looking at stars in the evening, or all the many varied forms of clouds, like God's play dough drifting across the sky. Winter is crisp and biting and is much like constant aquavelva to the face. The distractions help some. Dealing with the public at large is not a challenge of donning an illusion of happiness, it is not wanting to see their eyes. Not wanting them to see mine. Ive heard said eyes are the window to the soul, my own doesnt want to be seen so much. Aware of the true darkness, that clings like peanut butter to a dogs mouth, I try to remember a better time. So, I dont darken too many of those doors to the soul.

There may not be a person there physically but there is a sentient ball of plush fur. There are others that are lonely here, Ive no doubt many conversations are coming your way. Never know, a wave of loneliness could turnaround with the tide. Life, as cruel, loving, damning, and full of grace, is always fickle, much like a cat.

Offering a wave as I turn around and head off in to the woods again.
Wave back.

Thank you for responding and for your kind words. I've been refreshing for signs of life. I've been lying here with my cat and he's been my only friend. My confidante.

Your words are something that I appreciate.

We are alone in this world, but somehow we are on here.

I was looking on telegram for some sort of chat for us. Maybe we could all go on there?
Wave.

Hello Turnaround.

Before I splatter the page with words, I should introduce myself a bit. Im…aged…with a few years, male and doing my best to walk my own path with some bearing and dignity instead of a mad rush for the exit. I dont spook as much as saunter off at times, that doesnt mean Im not around.

Loneliness and loss have known me at times. A cat that doesnt feel well may climb in a persons lap, not so much for attention as much as a last ditch effort to feel better and warm. Not to say we are all animals, but we are. Everyone reaches out at some point. Some get really lucky, you got me today.

Oddly for me I have found the world itself lay out a warm rumble beckoning my thoughts. Looking at stars in the evening, or all the many varied forms of clouds, like God's play dough drifting across the sky. Winter is crisp and biting and is much like constant aquavelva to the face. The distractions help some. Dealing with the public at large is not a challenge of donning an illusion of happiness, it is not wanting to see their eyes. Not wanting them to see mine. Ive heard said eyes are the window to the soul, my own doesnt want to be seen so much. Aware of the true darkness, that clings like peanut butter to a dogs mouth, I try to remember a better time. So, I dont darken too many of those doors to the soul.

There may not be a person there physically but there is a sentient ball of plush fur. There are others that are lonely here, Ive no doubt many conversations are coming your way. Never know, a wave of loneliness could turnaround with the tide. Life, as cruel, loving, damning, and full of grace, is always fickle, much like a cat.

Offering a wave as I turn around and head off in to the woods again.
There hasn't been anyone to message me. I know everyone is fighting their own battles but just wishing to talk to someone
 
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thecreepycanadian

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Oct 24, 2023
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Hello. I'm very lonely as well. Maybe we could create a discord server?
 
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XdragonsoulX

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Also looking for a home for the lonely souls
 
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turnaround

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Nov 20, 2024
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There's an app for iPhone called anonymous chat and I created a room called Lonely. No one has joined it.
 
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lacustra

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Jul 3, 2024
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I'm interested too. I've tried everything I could think of; discord, reddit, Facebook, even anonymous chat on Telegram. Nothing really works. I miss Omegle now. It was much easier to find someone to talk there.
 
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rory0606

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Jun 13, 2024
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I'm interested too. I don't have an iphone.
 
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thecreepycanadian

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Oct 24, 2023
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I've just created a discord server (my first time doing that). Here is the link:


I don't know how active I will be on it. It's weird, I'm so lonely-- tonight I drove to an empty parking lot and cried in my car-- But I also fear socialising, because I'm a boring loser and worry people will see that.
 
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420Jack

I quit THC despite my username. It degrades sleep
Jun 22, 2024
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There is this that I've found interesting before.


Most people hang up within a few seconds. But it usually doesn't take that long to land on someone willing to have a ten to twenty conversation with ya.

I do really like that chat room for lonlies idea. I'm rather lonely myself. Sometimes I think it's my own doing idk. I often wish there were buildings in most cities for us to gather and meet in person. Maybe kinda like a bar without the alcohol. But a pool table, darts, maybe some card games and board games. Not just a place for friends to go have fun. But for lonlies without a friend. Where it's encouraged to interact with others you've never met. Share stories, whatever. Even if there was a fee to enter (would much rather there not be though). Oh how I wish such a place existed. If I were rich I'd build it!

I wish turnaround and everyone else the best! *Hugs
 
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