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1. Sn. I didn't think I could do it that way, with the descriptions it doesn't sound at all peaceful to me. I'm starting to not care though. I almost got the night night method one time not long ago. I've often fallen asleep with things around my neck. Still wake up. I can't put my body through much more if this. It be better to suffer one last time and get it over with.

My phone is broken please excuse bad typing

 

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I'm almost in the same boat. But the big thing that is keeping me from doing one of the more extreme methods like blowing out my brains is if I mess up and get caught. Like even if getting caught isn't a problem. There is a lot of degrees of living between what we are and death. Like it will suck having to have someone wipe your end because you messed up.

Speaking of, how quickly after did you wake up while using the night night method? This is currently my preferred method

 

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I didnt pass out properly the time I was getting nite nite right, I just knew it was working and pulled off the makeshift yoke I had. I wanted to do it, just didn't want to be found by family. I'm sorry now. The times I fall asleep with things around my neck it's not night night it's just choking till I pass out. That can be hours, I don't know how I'm alive.