stormrOzzy
Member
- Apr 8, 2019
- 32
There was a time when I just wanted to be alone.
Then I just wanted to kill someone, smell blood
There were times when I just wanted to be very sad when in fact everything was fine.
Today I find myself calm, suicidal thoughts don't disturb me anymore, sometimes I feel anxiety and I have a panic crisis but nothing compares to what I was like in 2018/2019
The truth is that I am still afraid of falling and this change scares me at times.
Then I just wanted to kill someone, smell blood
There were times when I just wanted to be very sad when in fact everything was fine.
Today I find myself calm, suicidal thoughts don't disturb me anymore, sometimes I feel anxiety and I have a panic crisis but nothing compares to what I was like in 2018/2019
The truth is that I am still afraid of falling and this change scares me at times.
