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noname223
Angelic
- Aug 18, 2020
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My family situation is very weird. My sister and me were abused from my parents when we were children. I am a suicidal wreck, she is doing better but still struggles. We still have a close relationship with them. I am dependent on them. (financially etc.) So i am here on christmas evening with the people who basically destroyed my brain. And they did not apologize even though they regret it. I cannot really stand it. I am always very angry inside myself. Moreover i was paranoid.
Some people (on this forum) said i should not play the victim or shit. But i really do not blame me. If I took drugs or anything i would blame me. I can really well tell why my brain went nuts. I am trying to make the best decisions with the hand i've been dealt with but there are not many ways which not result in suicide.
Some people (on this forum) said i should not play the victim or shit. But i really do not blame me. If I took drugs or anything i would blame me. I can really well tell why my brain went nuts. I am trying to make the best decisions with the hand i've been dealt with but there are not many ways which not result in suicide.