Good luck, maybe I'll see you on the other side
No but wish I could join you. Be safe
you gone be in a tent? What's your set up?
I'll be as safe as I can be in a sealed car or tent with two incomplete combusting barbecues
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Lol, ended up getting arrested now in a psych ward (long story)
But yeah, once out of here the mission commences, I'm strangely looking forward to those final moments.
Drifting to sleep knowing it's going to be permanent will feel like a huge sense of relief.
I'm fucking sad for my family, but with time they'll understand. I'm leaving them passwords and so forth so they can see the extent of the cyber bullying that catalysed my euthanasia.
Just want one more proper hug with them all, crying typing this shout rn but yeah, just wanna say goodbye properly.
I love them all so much, its not their fault, it's mine for existing
But yeah, once out of here the mission commences, I'm strangely looking forward to those final moments.
Drifting to sleep knowing it's going to be permanent will feel like a huge sense of relief.
I'm fucking sad for my family, but with time they'll understand. I'm leaving them passwords and so forth so they can see the extent of the cyber bullying that catalysed my euthanasia.
Just want one more proper hug with them all, crying typing this shout rn but yeah, just wanna say goodbye properly.
I love them all so much, its not their fault, it's mine for existing
Sorry to hear that. I'd like to use charcoal as well but the problem now is the lockdown - I don't have a car and there's nowhere I can put up a tent.
Small correction: it's CTB not CBT, or Cognitive Behavioural Therapy, which is completely useless.
Thats not ideal, I'm hoping I can use my car, If not find my tent.
If none of those, I know a railway shack which has a bust out door and one window.
I'll just take a load of duct tape and bin bags and light em in there, just won't be as comfy and might not be found for a while
If none of those, I know a railway shack which has a bust out door and one window.
I'll just take a load of duct tape and bin bags and light em in there, just won't be as comfy and might not be found for a while
Even if I have a tent, there's nowhere I can put it up as the campsites are closed because of the lockdown, and I don't have anywhere like the place you describe.
You'll find a way if it's the right thing for you, I've been plotting this for months now.
I agree CO is the best option though.
Sorry to converse over such a sad matter anyway, wouldn't wish anyone else to feel the way I do.
Peace ✌❤
I agree CO is the best option though.
Sorry to converse over such a sad matter anyway, wouldn't wish anyone else to feel the way I do.
Peace ✌❤
Does lighting 2 disposable bbqs In a car kill you? Didn't realise it would. Will consider this option as seams quite easy if it works.
Not whilst there's flames, the CO is produced from the incomplete combusting embers - so once they've burnt for about an hour, just use the hot coals and that'll do the trick.
Sorry you have to too ❤
Sorry you have to too ❤
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