Venting Caught in a room

[Judah]

... And this is possible the final of my story
Caught in a room, no friends, no escapes, no medical helps, no hope, and no live
I'm just a hikikomori now, caught in a room because the world hurts and my selfhate grows and grows

 

[Unending]

I relate. I have quit leaving the house or speaking to others except for when I absolutely have to due to the fact that it exacerbates my mental pain and I just can't do it without really downward-spiraling. No treatments have helped and I feel absolutely trapped and like I'm in ctb limbo. I know that its the only way but have the emotional blockage towards doing it still.

 

[Rainy_days]

I would go crazy if I never even went out to walk. You can still avoid people but at least give your brain some fresh visual/audio stimulus.

 

[Scythe]

if you have a window maybe you can watch the sunset/ sunrise? Might make you feel better.

 

[CTB Dream]

Know this well , human cruel awful life trap no chance go any. Know how hikkiomori Stay away human this all world hurt all human hurt very awful life ,sorry exp this any talk ok here

 

[vultureilse]

can relate. i could count on the fingers of one hand the amount of times ive left my apartment in the past few months. im absolutely desperate for friends but ive self isolated heavily my entire life and cant interact with people so ig im just stuck like this

 

[Judah]

can relate. i could count on the fingers of one hand the amount of times ive left my apartment in the past few months. im absolutely desperate for friends but ive self isolated heavily my entire life and cant interact with people so ig im just stuck like this

I understand you, do you want to be my friend? we could chat by PM, I am alone too

 

[theboy]

Hey! i know u
¿do u have a spanish FB group about ctb?

 

[Judah]

Hey! i know u
¿do u have a spanish FB group about ctb?

I had it, but I gave it up and put someone else as admin

 

[FuneralCry]

It certainly can be so awful and tiring feeling trapped in an existence that just causes you to suffer. But at least to me it's preferable to be alone than to be somewhere where there are humans, as other people often just create more harm and make this world a more hellish place. Anyway, I wish you the best.