Venting Catharsis

[BobMorane]

Have been manic for the past 72 hours. Broke with my gf, went raving, did some Molly + some coco. Stayed at a girl's house for the past 3 days, barely slept. And now just ordered N.

It's like I suddenly and briefly woke up from a bad dream that has lasted for more than a year. I could cry how happy I am. Is this what feeling alive is like ? I don't remember anymore, but I think it gets close to it.

venting over.

copy Houston.

 

[Darkmoon Queen]

Did something in particular trigger this manic episode? You seem to have made a lot of big and risky decisions in a very short space of time.

 

[BobMorane]

Did something in particular trigger this manic episode? You seem to have made a lot of big and risky decisions in a very short space of time.

Im pretty sure it's the drugs and exposition to stimulus that caused it

 

[Darkmoon Queen]

Im pretty sure it's the drugs and exposition to stimulus that caused it

I feel like you should be speaking to a doctor, you don't sound alright. I mean, I guess none of us do but you know what I mean.

 

[Disappointered]

I know it sucks to be manic but no matter how manic I might have ever gotten I don't think I'd have managed to go home with a girl who lets me stay there 3 days, presumably with a sexual if not also romantic component. If you can do that manic you can probably find meds to enable you to do it w/o manic spurts that come with problems. But in the end only you know if your story merits continuation or an early last chapter.

Edit: unless the girl isn't very pretty...maybe...i don't know, I never did that. I don't have a set of balls but my doc claims the small imposters who provide me with nothing but instability in the face of challenge qualify me as male.

 

[BobMorane]

I know it sucks to be manic but no matter how manic I might have ever gotten I don't think I'd have managed to go home with a girl who lets me stay there 3 days, presumably with a sexual if not also romantic component. If you can do that manic you can probably find meds to enable you to do it w/o manic spurts that come with problems. But in the end only you know if your story merits continuation or an early last chapter.

Edit: unless the girl isn't very pretty...maybe...i don't know, I never did that. I don't have a set of balls but my doc claims the small imposters who provide me with nothing but instability in the face of challenge qualify me as male.

meds make me dull.
there were also definitively worst manic episode that I had. Last one I crashed a car at 120km/ and held a coworker at emergency-scissors point. But well, I guess each their own manic ways

edit : being manic doesn't suck. Having a full blown manic episode does. But the in-between is pretty nice. The crash that follows usually puts me down for the next 2 weeks.

Also don't understand what does the fact that the girl be pretty or not has anything to do with what I said