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agony1996
Student
- Jul 8, 2024
- 105
I'm in so much emotional pain, it's unbearable. I wonder if it's just me but when I'm in this much pain every minute feels like an eternity and I find myself in a catatonic-like state, I can hardly breathe I can't talk I just stare off mostly the tv is on and I'm looking at it but not watching it meaning I'm unaware of anything that's going on, I can't focus on anything except the pain. It's horrible, now I had a moment where I can actually write but it's just to let things out and to maybe get some responses from people but honestly I'm infuriated, sad, lonely and nostalgic of the life I once had but when I remember past good memories it hurts me so much because I can't have them anymore my circumstances won't let me. I want to scream, I want to cry but I can't even do that because of the huge knot I have in my throat. Sorry for the rant