I am a regular SH-er, and have negligible SI at this point of my life. I have chosen to end it all by nicking (or slitting) my cartoid by making a forceful and abrupt horizontal slash in the cartoid triangle (under the earbone).
I am well aware that the consensus here leans towards cutting being a non-method. I firmly disagree with this for the specific case of the cartoid, especially in the cartoid triangle (where it's just under 2cm beneath the surface for a lean adult like me). I have read fairly well about the neck anatomy.
Back to the question, what tool should I buy online to use? I don't think a regular knife would be sharp enough for a swift execution (rather than painfully stabbing myself several times). So I was thinking of either a double-edgwd open razor (the concern being the rectangular cavity in the middle), or a box-cutter (the concern being its flexible nature).
I would highly appreciate anyone linking me resources regarding this, including:
(i) What tools to use
(ii) The optimal orientation to cut
(iii) The way of incision; a fast horizontal slice, or a slow but forceful deep cut?
(iv) How to fight SI/reflexes (use a cloth to cover the mouth? or restrain myself completely?)
(v) How to maximize lethality (stay upright on the seat? or lay down? or even turn on the shower to maximize blood loss?)
It's not my first post here regarding the same, and I would highly appreciate refraining from telling me how it's a bad idea and a "non-method". I'm in very dire circumstances, which I believe wouldn't be very hard to comprehend. Thanks in advance.
I am well aware that the consensus here leans towards cutting being a non-method. I firmly disagree with this for the specific case of the cartoid, especially in the cartoid triangle (where it's just under 2cm beneath the surface for a lean adult like me). I have read fairly well about the neck anatomy.
Back to the question, what tool should I buy online to use? I don't think a regular knife would be sharp enough for a swift execution (rather than painfully stabbing myself several times). So I was thinking of either a double-edgwd open razor (the concern being the rectangular cavity in the middle), or a box-cutter (the concern being its flexible nature).
I would highly appreciate anyone linking me resources regarding this, including:
(i) What tools to use
(ii) The optimal orientation to cut
(iii) The way of incision; a fast horizontal slice, or a slow but forceful deep cut?
(iv) How to fight SI/reflexes (use a cloth to cover the mouth? or restrain myself completely?)
(v) How to maximize lethality (stay upright on the seat? or lay down? or even turn on the shower to maximize blood loss?)
It's not my first post here regarding the same, and I would highly appreciate refraining from telling me how it's a bad idea and a "non-method". I'm in very dire circumstances, which I believe wouldn't be very hard to comprehend. Thanks in advance.
