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Koppite

Koppite

Member
Aug 6, 2021
56
After not being suicidal for a long time, I'm back down the rabbit hole and sadly it seems like things are even more difficult to source than they used to be even a couple of years ago. Which is making less and less sense to me as you would have imagined our billionaire nazi overlords - flush with their exponentially advancing AI and robotic replacements for the slave class (that's us, btw) would want less of us, so there's more money and resources for them.

Anyway, sorry for the discursion.

Back in the day, carfentanyl was the new, super-potent suicide drug. I have three questions:
1. Does it still exist?
2.Is it still mainly (or solely) manufactured in China?
3. If the answer to both the above is 'yes', might one travel to China with the express intention of getting some (rather like people used to go to Mexico/Peru looking for N in the good old days)?

Bonus question: I don't suppose there has been any good news re. buying N anywhere recently? I could/would travel anywhere in the world if there was a good chance of buying some.
 
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8leveloquenfrn4evr8

Experienced
Nov 26, 2024
232
Bump.

And I agree about the first part but I don't think they have much to do with nazis.
 
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dorianb2

Member
Jan 23, 2025
6
These guys really want to make us work for them so they'll have a little extra cash but when they notice we start trying to escape their madness, they try to trap us here by cutting access to our methods.
I don't know anything about carfentanyl, but I hope N becomes more readily available in the future. That or life gets better. Being controlled by an oligarchy of nazi-adjacent billionaires isn't fun for anyone, even the ones in power.
 
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8leveloquenfrn4evr8

Experienced
Nov 26, 2024
232
These guys really want to make us work for them so they'll have a little extra cash but when they notice we start trying to escape their madness, they try to trap us here by cutting access to our methods.
I don't know anything about carfentanyl, but I hope N becomes more readily available in the future. That or life gets better. Being controlled by an oligarchy of nazi-adjacent billionaires isn't fun for anyone, even the ones in power.
Agreed. It's like nazies would have actually been better since these ones have more of a sadistic fascination with slavery as opposed to extermination.
 
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maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
1,918
After not being suicidal for a long time, I'm back down the rabbit hole and sadly it seems like things are even more difficult to source than they used to be even a couple of years ago. Which is making less and less sense to me as you would have imagined our billionaire nazi overlords - flush with their exponentially advancing AI and robotic replacements for the slave class (that's us, btw) would want less of us, so there's more money and resources for them.

Anyway, sorry for the discursion.

Back in the day, carfentanyl was the new, super-potent suicide drug. I have three questions:
1. Does it still exist?
2.Is it still mainly (or solely) manufactured in China?
3. If the answer to both the above is 'yes', might one travel to China with the express intention of getting some (rather like people used to go to Mexico/Peru looking for N in the good old days)?

Bonus question: I don't suppose there has been any good news re. buying N anywhere recently? I could/would travel anywhere in the world if there was a good chance of buying some.
Yes, carfentanyl is still around but I don't know any more than that.
There have been a few who had recent success getting N in Peru. One of the people lives there, at least 2 others traveled there & got N.🤗🌹💔
 
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k1w1

Specialist
Feb 16, 2022
350
Bump.

And I agree about the first part but I don't think they have much to do with nazis.

In name only, the methods to disseminate the lies & propaganda are obviously more sophisticated yet equally transparent.
The racism, delusions of superiority, ultra-nationalism, and expansionism remain.
What else is ICE but the Gestapo with masks?
 
vira

vira

dont mean to come off rude. i like short convos.
Apr 28, 2025
148
After not being suicidal for a long time, I'm back down the rabbit hole and sadly it seems like things are even more difficult to source than they used to be even a couple of years ago.
it will only continue to dwindle. our only use is working like slaves to a completely unbalanced government (especially if you live in the us). the government is very religious and social norm based, suicide will never be encouraged because it goes against the dumb beliefs of apparently everyone. even euthanasia is near impossible for CANCER patients. people that arent ABLE to contribute to the working class. but i guess it just milks them of insurance money until they die in agony.

nobody promised life would be fair. fuck i hate our system.
 

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