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lostdog661
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- Sep 27, 2021
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I am thinking about going with the carbon monoxide method. I just bought a bbq smoker. If I fill it with charcoal and bring it inside once the coals are all white, and put it in my small bathroom that is no worse than 25 sqft should this be sufficient. I also have a 90 day supply of 1 mg Xanax that I would take with it. If I took alcohol with the Xanax would that be enough to produce a lethal dose. I am ready to ctb. I cannot rely on people anymore to provide a normal human interaction. I feel that all my relationships are transactional and I have a hard time relying on people to help me through the dark or be there to spend quality time with. I feel like a nuisance and a burden to everyone