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CandyCane

CandyCane

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Mar 11, 2022
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I've really had enough of my situation at this point. Between my health, combined with an abusive environment, and no realistic way out, I've just hit my limit. I found out that my car is parked in the garage next door. I am pretty sure I can get in there and have some time alone. Is there any way I can carbon monoxide poison myself and have a peaceful death?

I want to say goodbye to certain people, but this awful world just won't allow it and in a way, it doesn't really matter.
My car is a 2011, if it matters.
 
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outrider567

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Apr 5, 2022
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I've really had enough of my situation at this point. Between my health, combined with an abusive environment, and no realistic way out, I've just hit my limit. I found out that my car is parked in the garage next door. I am pretty sure I can get in there and have some time alone. Is there any way I can carbon monoxide poison myself and have a peaceful death?

I want to say goodbye to certain people, but this awful world just won't allow it and in a way, it doesn't really matter.
My car is a 2011, if it matters.
Not enough carbon monoxide to kill you probably--Besides if someone finds you too soon, you could wake up blind or with brain damage
Not enough carbon monoxide to kill you probably--Besides if someone finds you too soon, you could wake up blind or with brain damage---Successful CTB depends on a guarantee that no one interrupts anything for many hours
 
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CandyCane

CandyCane

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Mar 11, 2022
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Not enough carbon monoxide to kill you probably--Besides if someone finds you too soon, you could wake up blind or with brain damage
This is horrifying. I don't know what to do then. I can get guns right now, but that's so unappealing and scary to me. At some point though, living another day is just as terrifying as dying.
 
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outrider567

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Apr 5, 2022
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I've really had enough of my situation at this point. Between my health, combined with an abusive environment, and no realistic way out, I've just hit my limit. I found out that my car is parked in the garage next door. I am pretty sure I can get in there and have some time alone. Is there any way I can carbon monoxide poison myself and have a peaceful death?

I want to say goodbye to certain people, but this awful world just won't allow it and in a way, it doesn't really matter.
My car is a 2011, if it matters.
You can disable the catalytic conerter
This is horrifying. I don't know what to do then. I can get guns right now, but that's so unappealing and scary to me. At some point though, living another day is just as terrifying as dying.
I've really had enough of my situation at this point. Between my health, combined with an abusive environment, and no realistic way out, I've just hit my limit. I found out that my car is parked in the garage next door. I am pretty sure I can get in there and have some time alone. Is there any way I can carbon monoxide poison myself and have a peaceful death?

I want to say goodbye to certain people, but this awful world just won't allow it and in a way, it doesn't really matter.
My car is a 2011, if it matters.
Well, I understand--I feel like CTB'ing right now myself(Nitrogen method all setup and connected,all I need to do is turn the tank on and its lights out)but I can't because my only brother is dying of lung cancer and needs my moral support---N or SN are the more common methods used here but you must order them,that can take time with N--SN is quicker,you could PM any one here for their source
 
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CandyCane

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You can disable the catalytic conerter


Well, I understand--I feel like CTB'ing right now myself(Nitrogen method all setup and connected,all I need to do is turn the tank on and its lights out)but I can't because my only brother is dying of lung cancer and needs my moral support---N or SN are the more common methods used here but you must order them,that can take time
I'm looking this up. Is nitrogen method hard to get? My home choices today are hanging, figuring out the car, or shooting myself. I'm sorry about your brother. I wish we could trade time with people in a way. N seems too hard to get and SN scares me.
 
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outrider567

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I'm looking this up. Is nitrogen method hard to get? My home choices today are hanging, figuring out the car, or shooting myself. I'm sorry about your brother. I wish we could trade time with people in a way. N seems too hard to get and SN scares me.
Nitrogen method takes weeks to get a filled tank plus you need regulator/flowmeter exit bag tubing etc--You can PM me for sources but it cost money to get this stuff,probably $500 for all
 
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CandyCane

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Mar 11, 2022
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Nitrogen method takes weeks to get a filled tank plus you need regulator/flowmeter exit bag tubing etc--You can PM me for sources but it cost money to get this stuff,probably $500 for all
I have money. I just can't go around collecting things. I can't drive my car due to anxiety and I live with 2 abusive narcissists who won't help me get anything, let alone shady stuff. They're threatening to have me locked in a facility bc I keep bringing up how abusive they are. My partner is not here and will not help my suicide in any way.
 
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outrider567

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Apr 5, 2022
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I have money. I just can't go around collecting things. I can't drive my car due to anxiety and I live with 2 abusive narcissists who won't help me get anything, let alone shady stuff. They're threatening to have me locked in a facility bc I keep bringing up how abusive they are. My partner is not here and will not help my suicide in any way.
Damn, sorry to hear that--you're in a really tough situation
 
befree

befree

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Mar 22, 2022
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Many people have used this method in the car. The car should have a large trunk. The floor should be covered with a non-flammable plate or similar. You have to seal the entire car from the inside by using a high quality parcel tape.

 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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How about instead of using your car to produce the CO, you do it better with charcoal on an enclosure? That's a much better way to ctb with CO.
 
befree

befree

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I meant the use of a barbeque in the trunk of the car, not to produce CO with the car.
 
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london3

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May 5, 2022
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This is horrifying. I don't know what to do then. I can get guns right now, but that's so unappealing and scary to me. At some point though, living another day is just as terrifying as dying.
Many cars have a catalytic converter so it will be impossible to kill yourself with this method.

If you still want to go ahead and use a car it is better to use the charcoal method in a sealed car or tent etc. You would have to make the car 100% airtight with strong tape along all the seals or anywhere where the air could escape.

Many people use a disposable BBQ you buy at a garage or hardware store which comes with charcoal bricks etc and metal base. You would burn the charcoal bricks outside the car until all of the smoke has escaped. Once the bricks have turned majority white and no longer smoking you would then bring it to the sealed car and give yourself at least 30 minutes for the carbon monoxide to work and fill the car.

You would then sit back and relax and eventually you will pass away.

You should also have a carbon monoxide meter that can measure the levels of co2 be released. It must be a high ppm release for this method to work effectively.

You would also need enough BBQ sets to make sure enough co2 will be released at a high level, possible at least 5kg of charcoal brickette.

Many people do this in a sealed tent in nature or in a small hotel room making sure all escape routes are blocked by tape or towels etc.

I hope this helps you to better prepare.

You can also look at the following link to read more information and get specific advice from other members.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/carbon-monoxide-megathread.2053/

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TimetoGo!

TimetoGo!

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Aug 30, 2022
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This is horrifying. I don't know what to do then. I can get guns right now, but that's so unappealing and scary to me. At some point though, living another day is just as terrifying as dying.
Guns are unappealing but monoxide is?? A gun is literally 1 second and gone! CO poisoning could be upto an hour and still may just leave you disabled.

Id pay top money for a gun right now but i live in the Uk 🤬
 
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locked*n*loaded

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A gun is literally 1 second and gone! CO poisoning could be upto an hour and still may just leave you disabled.
This is not right at all. If someone just "jumps" into CO poisoning haphazardly, without doing any kind of studying on the method, then yeah, a person can end up with a bad result (disability, at worst), or may have to endure a lot of suffering for a long period of time to get to their "successful" conclusion. Like any other method, reading all you can on it is the best option. If a person can get the CO levels in their chosen enclosure (tent, car, bathroom, etc) to 10000 PPM or above, unconsciousness occurs in mere seconds, and death shortly thereafter. That's even faster than the coveted N, which isn't even obtainable anymore.
 
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This is not right at all. If someone just "jumps" into CO poisoning haphazardly, without doing any kind of studying on the method, then yeah, a person can end up with a bad result (disability, at worst), or may have to endure a lot of suffering for a long period of time to get to their "successful" conclusion. Like any other method, reading all you can on it is the best option. If a person can get the CO levels in their chosen enclosure (tent, car, bathroom, etc) to 10000 PPM or above, unconsciousness occurs in mere seconds, and death shortly thereafter. That's even faster than the coveted N, which isn't even obtainable anymore.
I did say "upto " an hour if the PPM isn't at the correct level. And it "may" disable you if not done correctly, where a gun is 99% going to wipe you out in a second if directed properly.

I understand you are just trying to help get the information correct though bro 👊🏻

Apologies if it came across wrong ❤️
 
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Banshee

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Oct 25, 2021
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This is horrifying. I don't know what to do then. I can get guns right now, but that's so unappealing and scary to me. At some point though, living another day is just as terrifying as dying.
Not gonna lie, suffocating yourself with a poisonous gas sounds more barbarian than quickly pulling a trigger haha.
 
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........if the PPM isn't at the correct level.
I didn't see this part in your op.

then yeah, a person can end up with a bad result (disability, at worst)
And it "may" disable you if not done correctly
I pretty much said the same thing as you; can = may

It's about as close to certain as you can get if your level is at or above 10K PPM. It's right there with a shotgun through the back of the head. Not quite as fast, but not bad, and less messy overall, but a little more work.
 
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I didn't see this part in your op.


I pretty much said the same thing as you; can = may

It's about as close to certain as you can get if your level is at or above 10K PPM. It's right there with a shotgun through the back of the head. Not quite as fast, but not bad, and less messy overall, but a little more work.
What would be your method?
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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What would be your method?
CO with charcoal and tent. But, I will be purchasing a meter to make sure CO levels are where they need to be. And I know, I know, guess everything I said seems biased now, right?
 
TimetoGo!

TimetoGo!

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Aug 30, 2022
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CO with charcoal and tent. But, I will be purchasing a meter to make sure CO levels are where they need to be. And I know, I know, guess everything I said seems biased now, right?
Not at all brother……

I own a large tent, and plenty of coal from last summer. Would have to seal it massively before attempting.

Would be like a last camping trip which would upset me though as always took them camping 😔
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Would be like a last camping trip which would upset me though as always took them camping
I can certainly understand that. That method may not be the best one for you then.
 
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