MicahBell
we are not horses.
- Feb 11, 2025
 
- 53
 
I realised, there is no way I can live with capitalism. 
i can't go to school every day, and work every day, all so that i can work some more. I thought today about having to go to work tomorrow and I burst out into tears and couldn't stop.
Suicide was never certain, I usually thought it was how i'd go, but some days I still had hope. Then I realised today, theres no other way out.
If i dont kill myself then what, i'll just be working for decades and only once i've generated enough value I can retire?
I can't imagine anything other than suicide. I'm so burnt out from capitalism and im not even old enough to drink yet
	
		
			
		
		
	
			
			i can't go to school every day, and work every day, all so that i can work some more. I thought today about having to go to work tomorrow and I burst out into tears and couldn't stop.
Suicide was never certain, I usually thought it was how i'd go, but some days I still had hope. Then I realised today, theres no other way out.
If i dont kill myself then what, i'll just be working for decades and only once i've generated enough value I can retire?
I can't imagine anything other than suicide. I'm so burnt out from capitalism and im not even old enough to drink yet