Nothing in life matters to me anymore. I wake up everyday and don't want to do anything. All I think about is CTB. The only thing stopping me is that I am not prepared to CTB right now. I have previous attempts and failed. I want to make sure this time I succeed.
Captive_Mind515
King or street sweeper, dance with grim reaper!
- Jul 18, 2023
- 433
Good luck.
Being well prepared is vitally important, and can help to put your mind at greater ease.
I hope you achieve the peace you're looking for.
Being well prepared is vitally important, and can help to put your mind at greater ease.
I hope you achieve the peace you're looking for.
This is such an awful feeling when nothing matters anymore. I'm sorry you have to go through this. But may I ask what's your method?
notverylucid
Truth is... the game was rigged from the start
- Aug 18, 2023
- 66
I'm at that exact same point so I know how you feel and how much you want this existence to just end. Good luck and may this attempt be your last so you can find peace.
It's either jumping off a bridge or drowning in the pacific ocean.
Thank you and hugs to you!
NightshadeDreamer
Student
- Apr 28, 2023
- 101
It's never easy going through that, especially not easy with failed attempts. I hope you find happiness and peace. You deserve that much
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 37,517
I understand why you'd look forward to finally being free from this existence, I hope that you eventually find what you search for.
XenoPyo
눈을 감자
- Aug 16, 2023
- 47
You and me both. Waiting until I have some money to get the material I need and its just one slow day after another.
