mellowdependency
Dysthymia
- Sep 6, 2024
- 23
I am a university student and I am planning to kill myself in two weeks. I would earlier, but I need to wait for my mother to visit so someone can discover my body. I do not want to do in a public space like a hotel room.
I wanted to wait until the end of the semester but the mental pain is getting unbearable, especially now that I have all of the ingredients. My bucket list doesn't matter anymore. The only thing i will do is wipe my phone. I will die a loveless virgin but my drive for death overwhelms my desire for love. Before anyone asks; I've tried everything except TMS.
My SN protocol from the PPEH 2023
Day 1
8:00 10mg meto
16:00 10 mg meto
24:00 10mg meto
Day 2
8:00 10mg meto
16:00 10mg meto
23:00 1000mg paracetamol
23:20 30mg meto
During wait time dissolve 25mg SN in 50ml of water. Prepare two solutions
Crush 95mg of diazepam and 5mg xanax in a plastic bag. Dissolve into water
24:00 Drink SN, Drink Benzo, Lie down
I wanted to wait until the end of the semester but the mental pain is getting unbearable, especially now that I have all of the ingredients. My bucket list doesn't matter anymore. The only thing i will do is wipe my phone. I will die a loveless virgin but my drive for death overwhelms my desire for love. Before anyone asks; I've tried everything except TMS.
My SN protocol from the PPEH 2023
Day 1
8:00 10mg meto
16:00 10 mg meto
24:00 10mg meto
Day 2
8:00 10mg meto
16:00 10mg meto
23:00 1000mg paracetamol
23:20 30mg meto
During wait time dissolve 25mg SN in 50ml of water. Prepare two solutions
Crush 95mg of diazepam and 5mg xanax in a plastic bag. Dissolve into water
24:00 Drink SN, Drink Benzo, Lie down
