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loopylou

Learn to fly
Jan 11, 2021
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Is one of my main ctb reasons

tonight I have taken ...

300mg Quetiapine
6mg Xanax
40mg propranolol
30mg amitriptiline
7.5mg zopiclone

CANT FUCKING SLEEP.
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Damn, 300mg? I'm just taking quetiapine 25mg.

Not sleeping was one of my reasons to sleep.
My sleeping disorder sucked!!!!!!!!

I'm so sorry you're going through this, dear.

Have you tried meditation? (without spiritualism, such as Sam Harris)

It could work!
 
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loopylou

Learn to fly
Jan 11, 2021
884
Damn, 300mg? I'm just taking quetiapine.

Not sleeping was one of my reasons to sleep.
My sleeping disorder sucked!!!!!!!!

I'm so sorry you're going through this, dear.

Have you tried meditation? (without spiritualism, such as Sam Harris)

It could work!
Not sleeping is the worse condition I have. It stamps all over bpd . There's nothing else I been through that's worse than this
 
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Amumu

Ctb - temporary solution for a permanent problem
Aug 29, 2020
2,624
Not sleeping is the worse condition I have. It stamps all over bpd . There's nothing else I been through that's worse than this
This is so relatable. Not long ago I slept every other day. Today the night is over.
I could tell you to speak to your doctor, but it's probably already done.
 
killedbypsychiatry

killedbypsychiatry

drugging kids is abuse
Jan 27, 2021
797
have you tried melatonin?
may I ask if your sleep issues started before the drugs you take or while you where on them?
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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I don't sleep either. It's 11:15 pm and I won't sleep until around 5 am for only two hours. How I'm able to be alive on 2 hours of sleep every night/morning I don't know but it's common among people on this site to not sleep well.
 
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bad luck

Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
772
Sometimes the same thing has happened to me. It sucks. Sleep is essential to be well. Diazepam zolpidem and trazadone usually go well for me.
 
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W’ren

Worthless
Oct 28, 2020
559
I was up all night the night before last... and it's 2am now where i am and i wish i was tired.
I'm exhausted.
I've got to be up at 8am.
The drs had me on Trazadone... even as little as 25mg could help. (I was once on 150mg, total knock out dose... were they sedating an elephant?) Now i refuse, even if i'm up 48 hours or even longer-
I take seroquel 50mg (was on 300mg)
Oxazepam 15mg <—- this is probably the most helpful.
Topiramate 100mg
Gabapentin 600mg
Tramacet
^^at bedtime

Have you tried the old folk remedy? Warm milk? It actually can work. Just nuke yourself some milk- not too much- and drink it. It might help. :)

I'd have some myself if i weren't out of milk! Lol.

Hope you're resting!
 
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Trisolaris

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Dec 11, 2018
447
It's weird that you can't sleep on that amount of quetiapine. A dosage like that should knock you out.
 
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RedHarlequin

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Jul 8, 2018
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You can also try mirtazapine. 30 mg knocked me out.
 
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bad luck

Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
772
You can also try mirtazapine. 30 mg knocked me out.
They gave me strong myoclonus with mirtazapine. I would like to upload the trazodone, it seems that it works or makes a perfect combo between diazapam and zolpidem
I was up all night the night before last... and it's 2am now where i am and i wish i was tired.
I'm exhausted.
I've got to be up at 8am.
The drs had me on Trazadone... even as little as 25mg could help. (I was once on 150mg, total knock out dose... were they sedating an elephant?) Now i refuse, even if i'm up 48 hours or even longer-
I take seroquel 50mg (was on 300mg)
Oxazepam 15mg <—- this is probably the most helpful.
Topiramate 100mg
Gabapentin 600mg
Tramacet
^^at bedtime

Have you tried the old folk remedy? Warm milk? It actually can work. Just nuke yourself some milk- not too much- and drink it. It might help. :)

I'd have some myself if i weren't out of milk! Lol.

Hope you're resting!
Yes, 150 mg trazodona for me
Is one of my main ctb reasons

tonight I have taken ...

300mg Quetiapine
6mg Xanax
40mg propranolol
30mg amitriptiline
7.5mg zopiclone

CANT FUCKING SLEEP.
Amazing. You should be sleeping with that amount. I am sorry.
 
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finalexit

finalexit

Member
Jan 24, 2021
84
Feel ya. I can never sleep myself. Often end up scrolling through this site all night to pass the time
 
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Tackingintothewind

Mage
Mar 2, 2021
530
How are you op. Are you still planning to ctb today?
 
Cockney_Rebel

Cockney_Rebel

Everything you want is on the other side of fear.
Jan 7, 2021
455
Is one of my main ctb reasons

tonight I have taken ...

300mg Quetiapine
6mg Xanax
40mg propranolol
30mg amitriptiline
7.5mg zopiclone

CANT FUCKING SLEEP.
Same here.

My cause: Tinnitus.

It's a cunt.
 
Sunset Limited

Sunset Limited

I believe in Sunset Limited
Jul 29, 2019
1,245
One of my reasons for CTB. I woke up one night 5-6 years ago. I could only sleep for 4 hours. I didn't care much, I was sure it was nothing serious. Since that day, I have only been able to sleep well for 1 day. I never get sleepy. I used many drugs. I am currently using mirtazapine. 7.5 mg does a good job. Still, I woke up tonight and had to take an additional dose. I can't remember how was it falling asleep. This is one of the worst things that can happen to someone. All the symptoms of insomnia are there, but you never get sleepy. If no medicine works, it's like hell where you're constantly conscious. Poor Michael Jackson was like that, I guess.
 
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