Venting Can't live with myself anymore

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I can't stand being myself. I don't want to be me anymore. I want to ctb so bad.. sorry just venting. I can't stand my existence anymore. Every second is a torture

 

[suffering]

I feel the same.. I feel so trapped.

 

[Deleted member 17949]

I hate me, he's the worst and deserves to be killed really.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

It's so hard to stay...

 

[JD8080]

Every minute of every day is torture

 

[Bct]

Living as myself sucks

 

[Mr2005]

I can't live with myself either. It's a shame though because I'm actually alright and had a lot going for me. Just fucked it up and can't ever put it right

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I can't live with myself either. It's a shame though because I'm actually alright and had a lot going for me. Just fucked it up and can't ever put it right

I guess year 2005 was the year your life changed. Mine changed in 2014 and started to become worse. Now I want to die. I can relate so much with you. Hope you're doing better.

 

[death unto me]

I feel you. I'm utterly disgusted with just the mere thought of myself. I've self-sabotaged for years so i don't think there's hope for me to get better, ctb is the only way to go. Unfortunately, it takes soooo much courage to do it.

 

[WitheringAway]

I hear ya. I can't be myself around this fućked up country so I have to pretend to be someone I hate. Wish I could just have the freedom to be myself really.. that's all I ask

 

[Aeathelina]

I hate myself and view my existence as a blight on this earth and a curse to my family.