I really cant go on any longer 21 months of deafening hammering Tinnitus extreme Hyperacusis and such anxiety. I was happy healthy calm lovely life to so ill. I just cant take this level of noise in my own ears every minute of every day. Tried everything don't even know whats caused it. I don't have enough pills to die so can only think to jump or stop eating and drinking. Even applied to Dignitas in Switzerland but they cant help me not terminal. I thought that was the whole point of Dignitas if it was a persons wish. Im too ill now to even get there. I have to end this im frightened to jump in case still alive but crippled or brain dead I have to be sure. Thoughts welcome urgent though today is horrific. Cant take this any longer so had enough its such suffering.
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marcusuk63
CTB
- Mar 24, 2019
- 1,735
I have it too but not as bad as you and i can forget about it as long as there is other sound on but now i`ve read your post i can hear it . mines high pitched , like when they do an explosion on tv or a movie and no one can hear after it and they put a high pitched ringing noise on to depict what they are supposed to hear , if that makes sense .... cant imagine how bad it must be for you , you would think they would be able to do something about it with all the technology they have , maybe a white noise to cancel it or something
Soul
gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
- Apr 12, 2019
- 4,704
I'm sorry you're suffering so, Susan Caswell. Are you in a country where you can buy a shotgun or large-guage hand gun? Those seem to be the surest way, when aimed at the brainstem.
I hope you find relief. Journey well.
I hope you find relief. Journey well.
Ive tried everything possible nothing has helped its as loud as a workmans pneumatic drill with a hammering, all normal sounds are deafening ears feel full and painful. I cant even function now the anxiety has caused me weight loss, massive hair loss, body bouncing and shaking. Its taken everything from me cant function its so loud not slept in days and days cant physically or mentally take this I cant see aa future at all like this I was so fit well happy calm content with a busy life to now cant even get washed or dressed im just demented. Wish Dignitas would help me but they say they cant as not life threatening really its so is at this level in your own ears no peace no calm no quiet I so want to go cant take tis its made me so ill never been this ill in my life ever can anyone help me please please someone help me
No im in the UK
marcusuk63
CTB
- Mar 24, 2019
- 1,735
So would I never thought it could exist this bad this loud most people can live with it cope but not at this level even the support sites say never heard of anyone with it like this maybe those as bad aren't here any longer there was a lady in Holland who did a documentary and how Euthanasia Clinic helped her and she didn't seem as bad as me she couldn't go on any longer wish they would help me
TheDevilsAngel
LetMeFree
- Apr 22, 2019
- 833
