I was due to go back to work last monday but couldnt face it so went on a massive vodka bender after sinking into a manic depression. im due back this monday instead. as its closer panic is setting in. dont know what to do for the best.
Samira_Hura
New Member
- Jan 6, 2026
- 2
I'm sorry you feel that way. When I drink, I have to do it secretly, without being seen.
I always take an interest in these work-dread threads as I feel them. It was really tough going back in this week but the shame of being a NEET made me suck it up.
If you can afford to, take a break whether that's a total break or utilising the company's sick pay (if that exists).
Working something you don't enjoy is agony.
If you can afford to, take a break whether that's a total break or utilising the company's sick pay (if that exists).
Working something you don't enjoy is agony.
Thank you, i have younger children too which i havent seen since christmas. the guilt and shame of wanting to die is just surreal.
jazzcat621
My heart for the whole world
- Jun 30, 2025
- 96
Before I was let go, I was attempting to ctb pretty much every Sunday night. I would put a bag over my head and belt around my neck and try to get myself to pass out. I would try so hard to overcome si but every time I would stop just maybe seconds before its over. I know the feeling, its torturous :(
I am so sorry to hear you are going through this.
I don't know what to say.
I hope you can feel better anytime soon.
I don't know what to say.
I hope you can feel better anytime soon.
