Can't Describe, too much.

[Archness]

At times, I feel so much, but it's just hopeless for anyone to comprehend.

It can be overwhelming, to the point I can't focus too well, I can't describe it.

These moments, when I feel the most, is sadly, also when I can write the least.

I'm just finished, heck, right now the screen I'm typing on seems... Tilted? Like, I'm pretty sure that's down to it being late or some health issue. Well IDK, I DON'T KARE. I'm just kinda surprised I can even write this much, feels off.

I wonder what a brainscan of myself would look like right now? My body has been feeling like it was intensifying and going upper, my Red Bloodcell Count is also pretty high, so idk anything. I feel like not talking, or communicating. But these overwhelming emotions are alot, sometimes, I have such all-consuming hate for this world, well, I've been feeling alot of that today.

Maybe tomorrow I'll go and describe my recent experiences or just being alive in more detail, elsewhere tho.

 

[LunarLight]

I feel for you, OP. Failing while so much people succeed… I can't imagine how hollow you must feel atm.

 

[wren-briar]

Could you audio record yourself and then transcribe later?

 

[SteamaHorns]

I relate. So many feelings that you're aware of but are incapable of understanding.