Help Can't bring myself to just do it, what else?

[Norf I Guess]

I can't stand existing, yet I can't kill myself. What should I do instead?

One idea I've considered is painkillers, I could get my hands on those or some other substabce and just let my brain melt so I can't think about the situation I'm in.

Another idea I've mentioned before is sleeping as much as I physically can to minimize time spent conscious.

And finally, there's always the option of taking one of the more agonizing ways to die since I can't just use SN or a gun, like getting someone to tie me up then jumping in a river.

 

[LadyEve]

I can relate.

I feel i for years now have chosen the sleep as much as possible to limit time conscious. Id say I sleep around 18-20 hours on good days. It's gotten me this far. To where* I have actual method and means available to me.

Edit: typo*

 

[chudcell]

Good luck and best wishes

 

[ireallywasnttogopls]

We will get out of here one day

I won't give up

 

[SDB]

I can't stand existing, yet I can't kill myself. What should I do instead?

One idea I've considered is painkillers, I could get my hands on those or some other substabce and just let my brain melt so I can't think about the situation I'm in.

Another idea I've mentioned before is sleeping as much as I physically can to minimize time spent conscious.

And finally, there's always the option of taking one of the more agonizing ways to die since I can't just use SN or a gun, like getting someone to tie me up then jumping in a river.

Why can't you use SN?

 

[itsgone2]

We're trapped

It's awful