Hi,, on the 17st monday of march 2025 at 9PM (utc+1), i initiate my sn ctb plan.
after 30" (so 10" before sn drink), i decide to cancel all this mess... because i don't felt enouch hopeless to this, i think.
maybe, i just would to be in front of a choice and felt that I CAN choose to still alive or die and fuck this world...
i don't regret too much my decision, moreover, being still alive have this "advantage" to allow to choose again
now, i'm concentrate on my back to work after 4 month' sick leave. and i decide to find some hookups to fuck with love and without be worried about how this life and world are so mess sometimes...
TLTR :
.
PS : i don't find anybody to fuck, i'm so frustrated... but i have some hope to find someone soon. and maybe i will find love too.
after 30" (so 10" before sn drink), i decide to cancel all this mess... because i don't felt enouch hopeless to this, i think.
maybe, i just would to be in front of a choice and felt that I CAN choose to still alive or die and fuck this world...
i don't regret too much my decision, moreover, being still alive have this "advantage" to allow to choose again
now, i'm concentrate on my back to work after 4 month' sick leave. and i decide to find some hookups to fuck with love and without be worried about how this life and world are so mess sometimes...
TLTR :
.
PS : i don't find anybody to fuck, i'm so frustrated... but i have some hope to find someone soon. and maybe i will find love too.
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