I will preface this by saying 1) I messed up with my last attempt and miscalculated the amount due to impulse. I had ~8.5g instead of the 10g I intended. Also 2) my answer might be a little gross/ unpleasant but I like to show as much of an unbiased and truthful view here wherever possible.
I didn't eat or drink for a fair chunk of time before my attempt except maybe 100ml water for taking the tablets. I still managed to throw up a good 3 litres of fluid over a 24hr period. Don't know where it can from but I was certainly severely dehydrated! I had small sips of water during that time but never kept it down. I was so dehydrated that I was losing my vision by the time I was in hospital.
Anti-emetics might aid if you've got strong stuff, I had a small dose of cyclizine but it didn't do a whole lot. The body is really good at getting rid of things it sees as poison.
I really don't see you surviving 30g (if you manage to ingest that much) but it might be unpleasant enough of an experience you end up calling for help. Best case scenario you either have a heart attack or lose consciousness and you're more or less unaware. A small amount of discomfort and that's it. Worst case, it could take a matter of days since caffeines a stimulant and will make sleep difficult. From experimenting with ODs of different severitys it seems it either works mainly on your stomach or on your heart. Idk why or what the science is behind that, just something I noticed.
I guess it's a case of weighing the pros and cons, how desperate are you to willingly risk a drawn out ctb attempt. Its up to you man.
thank you so much for that reply !
about ingesting 30g
it's not problem at all, because i will take the caffeine as powder.
also it's so weird that you throw up
this is something i scared that will happen to me
and as far as how desperate i am, then i'll say that if i will lose in my attempt to get out of this nightmare i live in for the past 7 years and achieve my dream
then i have nothing in life, and i'm completely lost forever
and i'll be willing to do almost anything to die
Caffeine od is extremely painful/agonizing. You might end up calling for help to escape it. You can also survive a heart attack. All in all a very bad idea.
Really give the resource thread a look.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/
what pain will i feel ?! where in my body ?
if it's nausea and vomiting
then i'm counting on fasting before the attempt + i'll be using antiemetics
and thanks but i already checked tons of methods in the resources
and except from jumping there is nothing else
but i'm afraid that if i'll survive the attempt i'll end up paralyzed