Can someone post a link to successful suicide threads, including SN?

[Ktenacious007]

Trying to decide if SN is too painful. Also the work you do before seems so hard to do. Also if there are any threads about amitriptyline you know where it was a success. All i see is people failing.

 

[ImSorryEmma]

Trying to decide if SN is too painful. Also the work you do before seems so hard to do. Also if there are any threads about amitriptyline you know where it was a success. All i see is people failing.

Have you looked into other methods like hanging, carbon monoxide posioning, jumping, self inflicted gunshot, nembutal, etc...
I dont know what country you are in so some of the methods above could be illegal or very hard to do legally if thats the case. You should look into other methods if you can if you think SN is too painful for you first.

 

[gingerplum]

Sorry, there is no such thing as a link or even a list. Keep in mind that actual incidents of mortality are essentially impossible to confirm unless someone has inside information. That said, I do know several actually confirmed SN deaths, and many of us here could reliably corroborate many more that aren't provable but almost 100% certain.

I can tell you that even in the incidents of failed SN attempts, no one has discussed pain as an issue. Imagine being on a plane that depressurizes; everyone in the cabin (and the pilot, too, if they're unlucky) simply dozes off, usually before they're even symptomatic enough to notice. Essentially the same thing happening in your body, just a different catylist.

I don't know much about Amytriptyline except that it's reliable if done right.

 

[Soul]

Two members here were apparently successful in the last couple of days: Mbound and Melanar. You can search for their threads.

Or there's our best-known ctb-er:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-sites-after-someone-committed-suicide.17031/

But as the wonderful @gingerplum has noted, no one here keeps a scorecard listing who caught the bus and who failed. If you feel that would be useful you could start one.

I'm sorry you're contemplating these things.

 

[Ktenacious007]

Have you looked into other methods like hanging, carbon monoxide posioning, jumping, self inflicted gunshot, nembutal, etc...
I dont know what country you are in so some of the methods above could be illegal or very hard to do legally if thats the case. You should look into other methods if you can if you think SN is too painful for you first.

I tried hanging myself with an extension cord, i literally hung there for like 30 seconds while i could see my face in the mirror turned legitimately purple, still could get little breaths, ended up sticking my foot on the chair and saving myself, way too painful. Gunshot would to the head, too afraid to fuck up. Nembutal seems too expensive. Seems i will go with amitriptyline

 

[Jen0804]

Many confirmed deaths with S/N

Provided the dosage was right and regime followed

 

[vonvonwantpeace]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/members-attempting-with-sn-success-failure.22018/

 

[Soul]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/members-attempting-with-sn-success-failure.22018/

I sit corrected. Good work. x

 

[DeepSleep]

I can tell you that even in the incidents of failed SN attempts, no one has discussed pain as an issue. Imagine being on a plane that depressurizes; everyone in the cabin

Ginger, if I remember correctly, you are a medical worker? Would you share your thoughts about rectal administration of SN?
Many people avoid thinking about it and it usually brings up salty jokes and giggling.
But from the medical/physiological standpoint, its nothing to be ashamed of and it solves a lot of difficulties (obtaining the anti-vomiting drugs, more rapid onset etc).
Would you advise on that?

 

[Arskam]

such a count is neither desirable nor really feasible. some members do very little advertising around their final moment. it will be my case and I must not be the only one.

 

[gingerplum]

Ginger, if I remember correctly, you are a medical worker? Would you share your thoughts about rectal administration of SN?
Many people avoid thinking about it and it usually brings up salty jokes and giggling.
But from the medical/physiological standpoint, its nothing to be ashamed of and it solves a lot of difficulties (obtaining the anti-vomiting drugs, more rapid onset etc).
Would you advise on that?

No prob, Bob. Completely legit way to absorb pretty much any med. What's more, it skips all the "first pass" metabolism steps, and the drug(s) are absorbed more quickly and in greater concentration.

You could buy the standard hose/bag set up, or just a one-time disposable "Fleets" type enema; actually a douche nozzle will work as well (ok, now I'm giggling) and use it lying down, with warm water.

My only hesitation: do a trial run, because fluid in the rectum causes a natural urge to bear down and go to the bathroom. Even a relatively small amount, say 30 mL, may prove very difficult for some people to hold. Err on the side of making it more concentrated for the real thing.

Otherwise, yeah. All lights are green on that system.

 

[Smashingairwaves]

Google Shawn Shatto. She was successful and used SN

 

[Stan]

Ginger, if I remember correctly, you are a medical worker? Would you share your thoughts about rectal administration of SN?
Many people avoid thinking about it and it usually brings up salty jokes and giggling.
But from the medical/physiological standpoint, its nothing to be ashamed of and it solves a lot of difficulties (obtaining the anti-vomiting drugs, more rapid onset etc).
Would you advise on that?

I am actually injecting some IM to go along with the oral intake. I expect the injection to work quicker

 

[gingerplum]

I sit corrected. Good work. x

Wow! Had no idea someone was this well researched and organized. I stand corrected, and impressed. I would also add @LovesMyKids and @BurningLights. Probably more I can't remember. LovesMyKids was in a hotel room live chatting after ingesting SN or N, I can't remember, and BurningLights was confirmed via obituary. I believe @MexicanTravels was confirmed by obit as well, but I can't swear to it.

 

[onlyinsleep]

No prob, Bob. Completely legit way to absorb pretty much any med. What's more, it skips all the "first pass" metabolism steps, and the drug(s) are absorbed more quickly and in greater concentration.

You could buy the standard hose/bag set up, or just a one-time disposable "Fleets" type enema; actually a douche nozzle will work as well (ok, now I'm giggling) and use it lying down, with warm water.

My only hesitation: do a trial run, because fluid in the rectum causes a natural urge to bear down and go to the bathroom. Even a relatively small amount, say 30 mL, may prove very difficult for some people to hold. Err on the side of making it more concentrated for the real thing.

Otherwise, yeah. All lights are green on that system.

Has anyone done this? It'd be great to bypass the stomach.

 

[Rdc]

I'm just curious why you don't more about hear about SN suicide in the news? Prior to visiting this website I have never heard of it and even doing a google search there doesn't appear to be that many reported cases. I guess it would take a high profile individual to commit suicide by this method to get more attention? The thing I worry about using this method is the fear of having to wait 20 or more minutes to pass out while suffering stomachs ache, possibly vomiting, headache and watching my skin turn blue. I guess there is no easy way to CTB. All have trade offs and risks.

 

[gingerplum]

I'm just curious why you don't more about hear about SN suicide in the news? Prior to visiting this website I have never heard of it and even doing a google search there doesn't appear to be that many reported cases. I guess it would take a high profile individual to commit suicide by this method to get more attention? The thing I worry about using this method is the fear of having to wait 20 or more minutes to pass out while suffering stomachs ache, possibly vomiting, headache and watching my skin turn blue. I guess there is no easy way to CTB. All have trade offs and risks.

I can only guess that news outlets are reticent to reveal the gory details for a number of reasons. First, it's unnnecessary, because to say an individual took their own life will suffice. The seamy details seem sensationalistic if not downright ghoulish, not to mention it's seen as disrespectful to grieving families. Also, no legitimate news agency wants even the suggestion that they might be glamorizing suicide, for fear of being accused of "encouraging" anyone else, and maybe even exposing themselves to potential liability if someone else claims that's where their loved one got an idea for a specific method. Finally, there's probably also the possibility of the SN manufacturer(s) threatening to sue, because the last thing they want is sales of their product restricted.

I'm guessing, but I'm pretty sure at least some (and probably more) of these reasons come into play with such a sensitive subject.

 

[Blackjack]

Two members here were apparently successful in the last couple of days: Mbound and Melanar. You can search for their threads.

@Mbound took N, not SN

Or there's our best-known ctb-er:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-sites-after-someone-committed-suicide.17031/

But as the wonderful @gingerplum has noted, no one here keeps a scorecard listing who caught the bus and who failed. If you feel that would be useful you could start one.

I'm sorry you're contemplating these things.

 

[Rdc]

I know this is kind of morbid but I've been watching suicide tributes and most suicides are by gun and hanging. Poisoning is rare and I have never specifically seen Sodium Nitrite poisoning mentioned.



Just curious how successful this method really is I wish there were statistics.

Most lethal methods of suicide | Lost All Hope: The web's leading suicide resource

Information on most lethal methods of suicide, and how they have been ranked in terms of pain. Plus info on things to consider before trying popular methods.

lostallhope.com

 

[Soul]

@Mbound took N, not SN.

I know, @Blackjack my dear. The OP in this thread is asking about successful exits, not just successful SN exits.