Can someone please criticize my full suspension plan before i attempt it tonight?

[nihilisticmystics]

I've been holding off on full suspension or backing out for a while because I would be too scared to step off the chair.

Instead of a chair, could I use something of a smaller weight, like a mini trashcan, a smallish box, etc, Then stand on it in my closet, tie the rope around my neck, and THEN tie it around the anchor point above me, instead of tying it on the anchor point first and then your neck, so that way I can just step off the mini trashcan and have a smaller gap between me and the floor but a gap? So therefore Im fully suspended, it was just a smaller drop.

What do yoh thibk??

 

[itsgone2]

Interesting idea. Are you comfortable tying the anchor point knot from that angle?
Even if so I'm sort of missing something. I think you'll have the same issue ultimately. Or is being close to the floor a comfort level?

 

[nihilisticmystics]

Interesting idea. Are you comfortable tying the anchor point knot from that angle?
Even if so I'm sort of missing something. I think you'll have the same issue ultimately. Or is being close to the floor a comfort level?

It's a comfort level, if anything i could make sure the rope is tightened with a lot of tension so that when i kick the trashcan (or what i choose to use) the drop will be short

 

[itsgone2]

It's a comfort level, if anything i could make sure the rope is tightened with a lot of tension so that when i kick the trashcan (or what i choose to use) the drop will be short

How are you doing? Thought I'd check in. I tell myself I can do this tonight too, but I know I won't.

 

[nihilisticmystics]

How are you doing? Thought I'd check in. I tell myself I can do this tonight too, but I know I won't.

I'm still determined to attempt tonight. This is my first (and maybe only) time trying full and im feeling good about it

 

[peewee]

hey i just tried to do fsh, but couldnt as i realised there was too many things around i could somehow climb on or grab, so going to have to rethink/plan more as my window to do it got to small. I took codeine it really chilled me out. Im sorry your at this point i know how it feels

 

[nihilisticmystics]

hey i just tried to do fsh, but couldnt as i realised there was too many things around i could somehow climb on or grab, so going to have to rethink/plan more as my window to do it got to small. I took codeine it really chilled me out. Im sorry your at this point i know how it feels

I'm sorry it didnt work out for you :( i think ill be trying within the next few hours, i hope you find something that works for you and you get peace

 

[a4001]

Not sure if I'm able to say much on partial, but I do wish you the best. I'm sorry that it had to be like that. You have my best wishes regardless of what happens.

Also no shame if things don't go to plan.

 

[imontheloose]

Hi there,

As long as the endpoint is you suspended from a beam which can withhold your weight, then that's all that matters. You could backflip your way into it and still end up dead the same way. The actual mechanics of the death doesn't change by the order; it's more a convenience thing. Most prefer to tie it on the beam first and try carry their weight on it first just to double check it will actually hold them up, but you can still do it whilst it's around your neck I suppose, albeit a bit tougher because of the range of motion now being limited.

Overall, it sounds fine to me. I don't know how big your closet is, but as soon as your body realises it is being deprived oxygen and is being effectively strangled, it will naturally fight back and your legs will likely move frantically with no control of your own, so be prepared for that in case your closet is rather small relative to your height.

Good luck, lovely.

 

[darksouls]

good luck, I hope you find peace