Theres this song form my country that says "Odiame aunque sea por piedad, por que el rencor quiere menos que el olvido" hate me at least, for spite matters more than indiference, i constantly fell that im so irrelevant that anything, even hate from the people arround me would be better, i know im not relevant in the big schemes of thigs and i really dont want that either, i just want to matter to someone anyone, for someone at least to hate me, to not be worthless to have done something in this world. but im just like "tears in the rain" imperceptible to anyone, my suffering, my struggles, my ideas (none of the great at all) will just vanish when i finnaly get the courage to ctb, i jsut want to fell like i matter a little bit to anyone in this bit to anyone in this world
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You might try some type of volunteer work like reading to the elderly. There are ways to get invested with others and even be appreciated. Sadly modern life makes social connection infrequent and even superficial. It can be a challenge to find ways to make deeper connections.
cotton
If we could just re-focus...
- Nov 6, 2024
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Yeah, older you get, harder it is to give away feeling I find... Just a general sentiment that's going around... People want to be fucking rewarded just for opening their mouths...
Just a reaction helps know we're all alive... But in this day and age people who can't be responsive either have an MH condition or are too young or... Yeah... Just haven't developed properly to know how to engage in healthy and meaningful social interaction that should be at times, light and deep and serious and fun, just everything...
It's even harder to expect we'll ever convince today's generation of overconfident and over-anxious kids to learn to be grounded, when they just expect the world and don't know much about survival... Or manners... Or how to put it all in perspective without using their fucking mobile phones for bratty, self-splitting, tiktok-esque life advice.
Where are the voices of the generations going? Shouldn't we have avoided all this mess where no one regards each other properly by listening to the generational voices? Who even are they? That's what I find sad. They aren't obvious anymore.
Peace and stuff be with you <\3
Just a reaction helps know we're all alive... But in this day and age people who can't be responsive either have an MH condition or are too young or... Yeah... Just haven't developed properly to know how to engage in healthy and meaningful social interaction that should be at times, light and deep and serious and fun, just everything...
It's even harder to expect we'll ever convince today's generation of overconfident and over-anxious kids to learn to be grounded, when they just expect the world and don't know much about survival... Or manners... Or how to put it all in perspective without using their fucking mobile phones for bratty, self-splitting, tiktok-esque life advice.
Where are the voices of the generations going? Shouldn't we have avoided all this mess where no one regards each other properly by listening to the generational voices? Who even are they? That's what I find sad. They aren't obvious anymore.
Peace and stuff be with you <\3
