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dsbmloverluna

dsbmloverluna

always asleep
Jan 28, 2026
11
welll past few days have been shit almost lost my job a toxic relationship i cant get out for two years already so i kinda want to end it all, so my qeustion is if i take alot of antidepressants and chug wodka after it wil, my liver be able to take it all or will i overdose if not any better methods?
 
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ipmanwc0

ipmanwc0

Doctor Sleep
Sep 15, 2023
619
Why can't you get out of the relationship? And no that won't work
 
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sweetdrowning

sweetdrowning

living ghost
Jan 2, 2026
95
This will not work, please take a look at this thread.
 
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dsbmloverluna

dsbmloverluna

always asleep
Jan 28, 2026
11
Why can't you get out of the relationship? And no that won't work
well he keeps pushing me to keep trying even tho i express it to him that i do t like him anymore but he just doesnt get what it all means sadly
 
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ipmanwc0

ipmanwc0

Doctor Sleep
Sep 15, 2023
619
Keep trying how? Breaking up doesn't require the other person's agreement
 
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dsbmloverluna

dsbmloverluna

always asleep
Jan 28, 2026
11
This will not work, please take a look at this thread.
i just read it thanks for sending this to me
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
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well he keeps pushing me to keep trying even tho i express it to him that i do t like him anymore but he just doesnt get what it all means sadly
I hate to say it but you are gonna have to put your foot down. Establish somesolid boundaries, go no contact and don't give in. It is sad that you have to get that way with some people but every time you give in to his pushing it just reinforces that bad behavior and can escalate what he's willing to do to hang onto you.
 
dsbmloverluna

dsbmloverluna

always asleep
Jan 28, 2026
11
Keep trying how? Breaking up doesn't require the other person's agreement
your right about that but i keep saying to him i dont have any feelings for you anymore cause your to much of a control freak and he just answers with okay hun i will change that. like man stop it i just legit said i dont like you no more
I hate to say it but you are gonna have to put your foot down. Establish somesolid boundaries, go no contact and don't give in. It is sad that you have to get that way with some people but every time you give in to his pushing it just reinforces that bad behavior and can escalate what he's willing to do to hang onto you.
I have made boundaries but he crossed many of them already and what your saying that he will do alot to hang on to me yah he does he begs cries or gets very mad when im like its over but 30 min after he will just call me hun and stuff again
 
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whoisit

Wants it to be over pretty soon
Jan 25, 2026
21
Unless it's amitriptyline it won't work.
 
lawlietsph

lawlietsph

can we be done here
May 6, 2023
356
It's not worth it. šŸ˜ž I've tried it, grabbed lots of antidepressants and sleeping pills, then i took it with a really strong liqueur. I knew it's not going to kill me, my intention was to damage my liver and other intestines enough for me to die eventually or be sick or something.
I woke up 12 hours later like nothing happened.
Not even a headache, nothing. I just woke up, felt a little bit dizzy from the sleeping pills, but that's it.
Your body might react differently, but I think you should not risk it. If someone finds you, they are just going to lock you up in the hospital and all that shit...
 
dsbmloverluna

dsbmloverluna

always asleep
Jan 28, 2026
11
It's not worth it. šŸ˜ž I've tried it, grabbed lots of antidepressants and sleeping pills, then i took it with a really strong liqueur. I knew it's not going to kill me, my intention was to damage my liver and other intestines enough for me to die eventually or be sick or something.
I woke up 12 hours later like nothing happened.
Not even a headache, nothing. I just woke up, felt a little bit dizzy from the sleeping pills, but that's it.
Your body might react differently, but I think you should not risk it. If someone finds you, they are just going to lock you up in the hospital and all that shit...
thats true i dont know how my body will react on everything, and what you said it has a big risk of my being found and i dont want to end up being locked up cause that will just make it worse.
 
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whoisit

Wants it to be over pretty soon
Jan 25, 2026
21
Huh? I've got a lot of those…
In the ppeh book you can read how to de the heart switch method with amitriptyline. It's in the version they supply here. It starts on page 87.
 
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aRose

Student
Jan 18, 2026
146
In the ppeh book you can read how to de the heart switch method with amitriptyline. It's in the version they supply here. It starts on page 87.
Ok I'll have to check the ebook. I bought a hard copy but it's an older edition cuz I couldn't find anything newer so it's a bit lacking.
Ok I'll have to check the ebook. I bought a hard copy but it's an older edition cuz I couldn't find anything newer so it's a bit lacking.
I just checked and realized why I haven't bothered - 10,000mg would take forever to stockpile
I currently have about 2,000mg on hand. I'd have to save every refill for a year I think lol
Well never mind I found a website that sells them without a script. Hopefully it's legit
 
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aRose

Student
Jan 18, 2026
146
No such luck it was a scam website oh well.
I found one that requires bitcoin but I'm a total dumb dumb when it comes to that stuff