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InsideOutOne
Member
- Sep 20, 2020
- 11
Ok, so I'm new here and I have a plan in place to end my life, I've lurked for a while so done a lot of reading on here.
I'm ready to CTB and have spent some time working out what method was best for me. I've frequently OD on meds bought online but obviously always survived, there has been five OD's this year. I'm tired of fighting an illness that's invisible, depression and I'm tired of staying alive for the sake of others.
I've managed to access Fentanyl Patches 25 micrograms / per hour release ones and have 15 patches. My plan is to use all of these with a heat source such as a hot water bottle to speed up the release of the drug. I've also got over 80 x 5mg Diazapam to add into the mix.
I obviously don't want to come back from this and more so I don't want to end up with brain damage. I live alone so being found is not a problem, my plan involves sending a delayed email via Outlook to some people asking them to alert the police, this would be sent some 8 hours after I've put my plan into place.
I'm ready to CTB and have spent some time working out what method was best for me. I've frequently OD on meds bought online but obviously always survived, there has been five OD's this year. I'm tired of fighting an illness that's invisible, depression and I'm tired of staying alive for the sake of others.
I've managed to access Fentanyl Patches 25 micrograms / per hour release ones and have 15 patches. My plan is to use all of these with a heat source such as a hot water bottle to speed up the release of the drug. I've also got over 80 x 5mg Diazapam to add into the mix.
I obviously don't want to come back from this and more so I don't want to end up with brain damage. I live alone so being found is not a problem, my plan involves sending a delayed email via Outlook to some people asking them to alert the police, this would be sent some 8 hours after I've put my plan into place.