I receive 90x 2mg clonazepam tablets in prescription form every month from my GP and rarely take them. The majority of the time I would either throw the rest away or give them to family members who can use them for non-recreational usage...I do it because I'm a recovering addict and don't want bottles of clonazepam to just be thrown away since my insurance covers it for zero copay (plus I signed a contract with my doctor that I have to fill it exactly every 28 days or it will be cut off). For the last two months have stockpiled all of my clonaz in case my order for N never makes it to my house but I am hoping a large ingestion of 360mg of clonazepam is enough to do the job and the effects of it usually hit me within an hour when I take a single tablet. If taken with several anti-emetics in my system for a few days before (meto, zofran, phenergan, and a scopolamine patch) would such a large dosage of clonazepam be sufficient for a peaceful slumber? I have just over a month before my suffering comes to an end and I am preparing my affairs in the mean time including having actual cash stored in my home for funeral costs so that I don't burden my family with that kind of a bill. I'm just hoping that a benzo of that potency and strength would be able to be taken and be successful with CTB-ing provided that I'm not seen by someone else and have any intervention. If anybody has any thoughts I'd be appreciative.
P.S. I tried to source an opioid that I could also take in large doses but will not have access to anything strong enough to do the job. I considering supplementing my N order with an opioid but I feel like that would draw much more attention than N would since there are dogs that can sniff fent as well as H, and other pills like the two oxys (codone and morphone) are far too expensive and after buying the N I don't have the finances to purchase much else.
P.S. I tried to source an opioid that I could also take in large doses but will not have access to anything strong enough to do the job. I considering supplementing my N order with an opioid but I feel like that would draw much more attention than N would since there are dogs that can sniff fent as well as H, and other pills like the two oxys (codone and morphone) are far too expensive and after buying the N I don't have the finances to purchase much else.
