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ac9830
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- Dec 25, 2020
- 17
I've been a piece of shit my whole life with all of my relationships be it friends, family, significant others. I've always been a bad person. I've been depressed the past 7 years and only once did I really contemplate CTB, now I don't see any other option. Life seemed like things were going to get better as it always does then I got smacked down again and it was of course my own doing that just caught up to me. Does anyone relate? Being super depressed but being able to make it through daily life but then you do something so horrible that it feels like you will never be able to get past it. The only option I see is ctb, I've thought about this for a while and I'm really ready, I just hope it's not worse in the afterlife.