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zachw
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- Aug 4, 2024
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I've posted before about my need to die being triggered by a break up. I've wanted to die for 3.5 years now. I've been hospitalized multiple times and tried so many treatments. Nothing helps. I find myself screaming and crying and almost jumping off my balcony. I've written notes and texts saying goodbye but I don't follow through. Why am I continuing to let myself suffer? Why don't I have the capacity to jump? I have immense love and purpose in my life but zero desire to live. Why can't I follow through? Can anyone relate?
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