redbull
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- Oct 29, 2019
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I would like to get more people's thoughts on pure caffeine powder. It's what's available atm. Worth it for somebody who is desperate?
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woxihuanni
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Extremely painful, not reliable enough. Why don't you check the mega threads for something for peaceful? Meanwhile vent here and don't hold back. Welcome.
redbull
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- Oct 29, 2019
- 34
I'm getting more and more desperate as the days go by and that caffeine powder is calling to me. I don't know what to do
AnxiouslyDepressed
Stuck- the guilt of leaving or the pain of staying
- Nov 8, 2019
- 149
Aw man, I hope you don't go down a painful and unreliable route.
I get that your desperate, I can understand, but everyone deserves a peaceful exit.
I hope you are ok for now, please if you need someone to talk to either PM me or say hi on the chat, I'm in and out of it quite a lot and always check my private messages.
I get that your desperate, I can understand, but everyone deserves a peaceful exit.
I hope you are ok for now, please if you need someone to talk to either PM me or say hi on the chat, I'm in and out of it quite a lot and always check my private messages.
CrushedHopes
Ex-narcissist that is looking to end himself soon
- Nov 3, 2019
- 471
Like the others above me said, please conduct proper research on peaceful CTB methods. We have a lot of resources here.
redbull
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- Oct 29, 2019
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redbull
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redbull
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MeltingHeart
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redbull
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- Oct 29, 2019
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I know what you're feeling and I get it. Wouldn't recommend the caffeine OD though, I tried that once and it was extremely, extremely, seemingly interminably unpleasant and I felt horrid for *hours*. Just my two cents, if I was limited to caffeine I would honestly rather go through the pain I'm living in than the pain of going out that way.
redbull
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Whitewash11235814
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RecycledAtoms
Electrode
- Nov 9, 2019
- 108
I definitely agree with others. This is not a good idea. I recently OD'd on caffeine with multiple 5-hour-energy drinks. I don't think it really matters WHERE the caffeine is coming from. Caffeine is caffeine. I wouldn't say it was "painful". But it was EXTREMELY unpleasant.
IF you are intent on doing it this way, I would HIGHLY recommend NOT doing it without some sedatives and/or anti-anxiety medicines such as xanax. Definitely some STRONG anti-nausea medicine too. As for the amount of powder, I wouldn't go with any less than 10Grams.
redbull
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- Oct 29, 2019
- 34
RecycledAtoms
Electrode
- Nov 9, 2019
- 108
Very hard to explain. The best way I can put it into words is: I felt like I had a trillion little bugs inside of me trying to push out of my skin all at once! My heart was almost pounding out of my chest. My face felt very fuzzy. I had extreme nausea. After throwing up all the liquids in my stomach, I couldn't stop "retching". It may not "sound" all that bad, but it's a nightmare.I can't imagine how I would have felt if I had taken a lethal amount. Cardiac arrest is NOT fun. And that's most likely what would happen.
I would strongly plead with you to choose another method. It isn't worth it to go this way.
redbull
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- Oct 29, 2019
- 34
ObsessiveCompulsive
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- Sep 26, 2019
- 52
I consumed a lot of caffeine in my life, large amounts in a day, don't know if I OD'd but definitely was close, this method will just hurt you. I would not recommend.
FTL.Wanderer
Enlightened
- May 31, 2018
- 1,783
The physical symptoms of caffeine overdose--including irregular heartbeat--sound too scary to me. I drink a shot of coffee (about 1/3 an average serving) most mornings. If I have more, throughout the morning I get heart palpitations and even have trouble catching my breath. I can only imagine what a massive dose would mean...
Sorry you've been brought here. Whatever choice you make, I hope it's as peaceful and painless as possible.
redbull
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- Oct 29, 2019
- 34
FTL.Wanderer
Enlightened
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redbull
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FTL.Wanderer
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bigj75
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redbull
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- Oct 29, 2019
- 34
Stimulants would have to be a pretty horrible way to die.
Caffeine is a particularly "dirty" one too.
Please reconsider.
Caffeine is a particularly "dirty" one too.
Please reconsider.
redbull
Member
- Oct 29, 2019
- 34
I bought some in the UK earlier in the year having come across reports of it being used here - https://metro.co.uk/2018/09/19/tran...after-overdosing-on-caffeine-tablets-7960909/
In Australia, there was an accidental death from someone taking it, which has prompted people to call for it to be banned - https://www.bluemountainsgazette.co...-after-death-of-blackheath-man-lachlan-foote/
I hadn't heard of the SN method, not even knowing the difference between sodium nitrate and sodium nitrite, and my main concern is being able to import SN into the UK without it being intercepted.
In Australia, there was an accidental death from someone taking it, which has prompted people to call for it to be banned - https://www.bluemountainsgazette.co...-after-death-of-blackheath-man-lachlan-foote/
I hadn't heard of the SN method, not even knowing the difference between sodium nitrate and sodium nitrite, and my main concern is being able to import SN into the UK without it being intercepted.
