Bye bye!✩

[Rorochan_200★]

Heyy!!
Ive only been a member here for a few months, but ive been following around for months
if everything goes according to plan, my ticket is for the bus tomorrow night
ill update you guys if anything comes up, but hopefully everything goes according to plan!
it's been so nice getting to know you all, i could not ask for a better community than this
thank you all!!!✩

 

[boredwithitall]

good luck

 

[sadandlonely99]

All the best!! I hope you find the peace that you're looking for

 

[Some place nice]

Good luck and I hope you find your peace.

 

[tiger b]

Best wishes

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Good luck! I hope you find peace! Farewell!

 

[LonelyKitten]

Best of luck! It was nice to meet you, too!
I wish you a safe journey, wherever you are now going

 

[Weltall]

Heyy!!
Ive only been a member here for a few months, but ive been following around for months
if everything goes according to plan, my ticket is for the bus tomorrow night
ill update you guys if anything comes up, but hopefully everything goes according to plan!
it's been so nice getting to know you all, i could not ask for a better community than this
thank you all!!!✩

Good luck on your journey friend.
I wish only for you to find what makes you happy.

 

[EternalShore]

See ya~! Praying for you :)

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans, I hope that you find the freedom you search for.

 

[Rorochan_200★]

YALL SOMEONE REPORTED ME IRL

im actually gonna cry
✩

 

[アホペンギン]

YALL SOMEONE REPORTED ME IRL

im actually gonna cry
✩

Someone knows what you intend to do tomorrow night?

 

[geraldofrivia]

Heyy!!
Ive only been a member here for a few months, but ive been following around for months
if everything goes according to plan, my ticket is for the bus tomorrow night
ill update you guys if anything comes up, but hopefully everything goes according to plan!
it's been so nice getting to know you all, i could not ask for a better community than this
thank you all!!!✩

Good luck I hope it works out for you..

 

[Rorochan_200★]

Someone knows what you intend to do tomorrow night?

supposed to be rn but someone found out n reported me
.
✩

 

[Rhizomorph1]

supposed to be rn but someone found out n reported me
.
✩

How did they find out?

Are they checking you into a hospital? Or?

 

[j3n4829]

good luck! whatever you're going to do next, i hope it all goes well and according to plan. baibai~ hug

 

[venin.n]

Heyy!!
Ive only been a member here for a few months, but ive been following around for months
if everything goes according to plan, my ticket is for the bus tomorrow night
ill update you guys if anything comes up, but hopefully everything goes according to plan!
it's been so nice getting to know you all, i could not ask for a better community than this
thank you all!!!✩

Safe travels dear!

 

[Ε. Η. R.]

All the best to you, Roro-chan.

 

[Rorochan_200★]

How did they find out?

Are they checking you into a hospital? Or?

Im not sure but its highly likely

 

[The Schizoid]

Im not sure but its highly likely

A few questions

1) Are you using a VPN to hide yourself well enough? 1b) Does anyone else share your computer or did you leave it unlocked for someone else to browse your history?
2) Have you told anyone else about this account/Does anyone who knows you know you have an account?
3) Have you told anyone else about your intent to CTB?
4) How were you planning to CTB?

Sorry to bombard you but I like to get right to the point.

 

[LonelyKitten]

Yikes... I'm sorry to hear you've got interference
Well, it might not be best to discuss what the plan is on here if someone may be tracing your online presence?
Do you think you can avoid hospitalization? Or go through with the plan early/anyway?

Stay safe D:

 

[wait.what]

Im not sure but its highly likely

Shit . . . that's hell on the nerves, going from 180 to 0 like that. Would it help if you showed the person who's threatening to hospitalize you this article, with its many links to studies and reports indicating that people who'd been forced to enter psyche hospitals were actually more likely to attempt suicide in the months afterward? I don't know how dismissive they are of zine op eds or how much patience they have to run down and evaluate the quality of various studies, but I'm fine with both and found the evidence pretty compelling.

Edit: I get that in your case you seem to have made up your mind, where many people in the relevant studies seem not to have. The point is that being involuntarily locked up with yelling people in untied scrubs for 7-10 days would probably not increase your desire to live. Only you know if anything else could.

The War on Suicide Is Making Things Worse
by Crystal Nelson

The elephant in the room is: Why do people not want the "help?" Why would one have to force the "help?" The answer often lies in the services provided and the methods used. Rather than an isolating, diagnosis-, drug-, and electroshock-pushing, carceral experience, people often need tangible solutions to life problems, like employment, human connection, and consensual ways to escape difficult abusive situations. This is especially true when patients know the treatments they are likely to be prescribed are proven to increase suicidality. Humanization is most needed at times when people's distress is at its highest. People do not prefer to be gaslit that their distress must be a psychiatric drug deficiency, especially if they have had experience with psychiatry which created or exacerbated their issues.

If there's no way out of hospitalization, do you at least have the option to choose where you go? I don't love the U.S. mental health system for a lot of reasons, but I at least appreciate not being assigned to a hospital by catchment area.

 

[Inuyasha]

Good Luck

 

[emptymiku]

good luck

 

[Nullm]

It's possible that the leak was from sasu,
When I thought sn was viable for me, I was excited to find a source and shared it with some one local who approached me here, but immediately deleted the massage in the private chat,
But to my surprise even though, he took long to answer, he did know I sent a massage And deleted it, and he was trying to disarm me by making a joke about being a mole .
Anyway even though my order wasn't intercepted the source no longer sell sn
It was a polish vendor who sell lab supplies internationally such a waste however sa is still sold by the vendor which only amplify my suspicion that the snitching wasn't made by an informed personed

 

[LonelyKitten]

The War on Suicide Is Making Things Worse
by Crystal Nelson

Oh my god. Thank you for sharing this. It's incredible to read an actual published article that finally understands how horrible these treatments are - and this response itself increases or even creates suicidality in the first place.

I hope OP is either safe or at peace. There've been no updates and they haven't been online since Monday...

 

[MourningDove]

Heyy!!
Ive only been a member here for a few months, but ive been following around for months
if everything goes according to plan, my ticket is for the bus tomorrow night
ill update you guys if anything comes up, but hopefully everything goes according to plan!
it's been so nice getting to know you all, i could not ask for a better community than this
thank you all!!!✩

i hope you find peace and transquility

 

[EternalShore]

I'm so sorry! >_< It doesn't look like you've been on for a while either! :( I hope your stay is going at least somewhat pleasantly and will be praying that you're healed by it or out shortly! :(((