Venting By cop... guard?

[Lavínia]

During the week, it was the second time that, during my work break, when I went to the nearby market, there were security guards carrying money. The most eye-catching one had a shotgun, and he stands near the exit watching everything. When I saw this, I felt a great urge to run in a threatening tone to him, like a threat. I mean, I imagine I wouldn't be able to contain my laughter, I would run laughing like a child, hoping to get a good shot. Despite the thought, it wasn't a strong enough impulse. I just carried on as normal. However, maybe it's a good thing, if the day is bad, if my mood isn't good, there's an open door. Seeing them again, in the same month or the next, I would run to a hug. Freeing myself and ruining some people's day.

 

[TheHolySword]

Very bad idea. So much can go wrong. This is definitely not an open door and should not even be thought of as a possible form of escape. Especially as a spur of the moment method. Never act on impulse.

 

[Custos]

Think about how it affects others, it could destroy both people's lives.

 

[Namelesa]

I could only see this maybe working if this is a racist cop and you are a person of colour. Still won't suggest it as this relies on another person to kill you and people are unreliable.

 

[Lavínia]

Very bad idea. So much can go wrong. This is definitely not an open door and should not even be thought of as a possible form of escape. Especially as a spur of the moment method. Never act on impulse.

like... the guy might shot in my feet... or arm. I thought about it just ruining everything and i keep living, sadly. Or could work. It's a shotgun, the chances are not zero, at least. Was a good wondering, it's not every day that I can see a escape so clearly

 

[Redacted24]

Correct. They are trained in use of force and conflict escalation so most likely unless you pose a imminent threat to the guard or others they would not use deadly force. And if they tried with a shotgun they might not be successful at the deadly part.

Too many variables in this scenario. High risk, and bad consequences for a possible do over later when paralyzed

 

[CatLvr]

Please don't do this. Getting shot with a shotgun that is center of mass (where anyone with training is taught to aim for) is a miserable way to die. I watched someone die because a friend and he were messing around with what they thought was an unloaded gun. He died before the ambulance got there -- but unlike urban areas where an ambulance can show up in 15 minutes, help to rural areas shows up MUCH later. He was alive, conscious and screaming for 40 of the 45 minutes it took the ambulance to get there. It was horrible.

 

[Lavínia]

Please don't do this. Getting shot with a shotgun that is center of mass (where anyone with training is taught to aim for) is a miserable way to die. I watched someone die because a friend and he were messing around with what they thought was an unloaded gun. He died before the ambulance got there -- but unlike urban areas where an ambulance can show up in 15 minutes, help to rural areas shows up MUCH later. He was alive, conscious and screaming for 40 of the 45 minutes it took the ambulance to get there. It was horrible.

sorry, sorry, really, for your experience.
My plan A is sn, but I have some urge to suffer too. I'm not planning, effectively, to jump there, but the idea of feeling more pain, being judged and agonizing as much as possible is appealing. I was meant to suffer, the worst and possible way, so for that could be good. If I was less coward, would be better than just passing out

 

[CatLvr]

sorry, sorry, really, for your experience.
My plan A is sn, but I have some urge to suffer too. I'm not planning, effectively, to jump there, but the idea of feeling more pain, being judged and agonizing as much as possible is appealing. I was meant to suffer, the worst and possible way, so for that could be good. If I was less coward, would be better than just passing out

Oh, okay, apologies. I was SO afraid you were gonna give it a whirl. (I understand the urge thing -- I went to a doctor's appointment that had railings all around the upper floors (typical height, very easily climbed over, even for an old lady like me) and felt an almost uncontrollable urge to jump when I got off the elevator on the 5th floor. My interest was piqued when I walked into the lobby and saw the gigantic concrete and metal sculpture in the middle of the lobby, that had several sharp points on the top of the sculpture -- where, when I looked over the railing I realized I could easily land if I just threw myself out a little from the top of the railing.

Good God, see how much thought I gave this?? But I also remembered my promise to my son. So, here I am. Posting on SaSu. Lol

 

[KillingPain267]

sorry, sorry, really, for your experience.
My plan A is sn, but I have some urge to suffer too. I'm not planning, effectively, to jump there, but the idea of feeling more pain, being judged and agonizing as much as possible is appealing. I was meant to suffer, the worst and possible way, so for that could be good. If I was less coward, would be better than just passing out

If you don't care about pain, then you have plenty of methods open for you, but that DON'T involve innocent underpaid guards who could get traumatized by feeling scared of your faux attack and having to shoot you.

 

[tpboy]

i have to say this, knowing cops the way i do. there are some that would enjoy killing someone. anyone. they get a high off of the shit. if you could just obtain one of these you would have something.

 

[hailspark]

During the week, it was the second time that, during my work break, when I went to the nearby market, there were security guards carrying money. The most eye-catching one had a shotgun, and he stands near the exit watching everything. When I saw this, I felt a great urge to run in a threatening tone to him, like a threat. I mean, I imagine I wouldn't be able to contain my laughter, I would run laughing like a child, hoping to get a good shot. Despite the thought, it wasn't a strong enough impulse. I just carried on as normal. However, maybe it's a good thing, if the day is bad, if my mood isn't good, there's an open door. Seeing them again, in the same month or the next, I would run to a hug. Freeing myself and ruining some people's day.

I understand where you're coming from. I don't think this is a good idea though, although there are a lot of bad people who would probably do it and not feel remorse involving other people isn't a good idea. You don't know their own situations and you don't want to cause them long term emotional trauma. Additionally I don't think you would actually die. This might end up with you in prison and if they discover your motive they might move you to a psychiatric ward.