thrwaway99

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Is this possible? Can you buy KCN/NaCN/etc. off a company dealing with jewelry or some such?

What about alibaba? It has listings for cyanide. Guess if any vendor is legit then it's up to the customs.
 
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Is this possible? Can you buy KCN/NaCN/etc. off a company dealing with jewelry or some such?

What about alibaba? It has listings for cyanide. Guess if any vendor is legit then it's up to the customs.
You can craft your own cyanide from for example seeds from cherrys and apricots and apples.
I'm not gonna describe how you can make it because it's a bit a long story, but you can see video's on youtube too i think.
Also what u can do is buying allot cherry's and take all the seeds in your mouth and bite them all good, and then swallow them.
You need +- 8 and there is a high chance that u die from it. (but you need allot more, just to be sure.)

But the best way is making cyanide liquid.
 
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Then why isn't cyanide discussed more often if it's that easy?
 
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Then why isn't cyanide discussed more often if it's that easy?
It been discussed in the past, but not many people did care about it. I almost made a topic about it when i joined the website almost a year ago. But the previous topics about it been not popular at all. Think people believe more in something that is in a bottle that says: dangerous.
 
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Also what u can do is buying allot cherry's and take all the seeds in your mouth and bite them all good, and then swallow them.
You need +- 8 and there is a high chance that u die from it.

I dunno

According to this (somewhat scientific) test, you'd need quite a bit more than +- 8 pits...

 
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Here is how u can make cyanide liquid:


I dunno

According to this (somewhat scientific) test, you'd need quite a bit more than +- 8 seeds...

Here it says 2 can already kill you if unlucky... (or in our case lucky)

Cherries, Apricots, Plums, Peaches: Cyanide
Don't freak out if you accidentally swallow a cherry pit—they're rarely poisonous when eaten whole—but whatever you do, don't eat a broken pit. Because aside from tasting really bitter and generally being impossible to chew, the stones of certain stone fruits, like cherries, apricots, plums and peaches, contain cyanogenic compounds—science talk for "stuff that your body can turn into cyanide." So, how many cherry pits is a lethal amount of cherry pits? After some quick Googling, we found that hydrogen cyanide is lethal at about 1.52 milligrams per kilogram, meaning that it takes little more than 0.1 grams (a dime weighs about one gram) of the toxin to dispatch a 150-pound human. A single cherry yields roughly 0.17 grams of lethal cyanide per gram of seed, so depending on the size of the kernel, ingesting just one or two freshly crushed pits can lead to death. (Credit: sk8geek / Flickr, MissMessie / Flickr, kudumomo / Flickr)

 
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I do not think that could be easy buy cyanide, and If you get it...........will be better there is not any kind of problem about custom.
If they seized it, I think they are going to asking you that why you buyed that.

And about making cyanide using seed and that kind of things, I think it is impossible.
 
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Buying cyanide off the internet isn't easy, unless you get lucky because it's very tightly regulated. The few companies that have sold it off the internet to average people have stopped because of people like you buying it for either suicide or buying it to commit murder.
 
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Cyanide is a good way to ctb. Like @Dutch said it can be extracted from cherry seeds or even apple seeds.

Buying cyanide is easy. It comes in many forms, hydrogen cyanide, sodium cyanide, thiocyanate, isocyanide, etc. Cyanide is lethal in almost any dose. Although in small doses it could take up to 24 hours to die. Doses for hydrogen cyanide, for example, range between 100ppm to 2000ppm. The bigger the dose the quicker the death. I've heard of high doses taking as little as ten seconds to kill.

Cyanide kills buy creating what is called histotoxic hypoxia. It kills by not letting cells in your body absorb oxygen. The cyanide attaches to your bloods protein molecules creating a block that inhibits the cells reaction to oxygen. Organs in your body like the heart and brain depend more on oxygen to survive so they're the first affected. Which is good news for us cause when the heart and brain go so do we.

Cyanide works just like SN. It basically renders you unconscious fast then begins to starve your body of oxygen. Essentially suffocating you. And there usually isn't any vomiting so no need for antiemetics.

People day cyanide poisoning is painful. That is a lie. Even in small doses where you don't die right away you won't feel pain. What happens is you become lethargic, have shallow breathing and your pulse and bp drop. So in the face of those theories that say it is painful are wrong.

Cyanide can easily be bought from experimental chemical companies. But that might raise suspicion from law enforcement. Or it can be bought off the dark web. Or it can be extracted. Or if you don't want to do any of these you can just simply chew some seeds.

I hope this helps. I really want you to know I love you. I care about you. And most importantly i understand you and I support you.

Love ya,
Centerism
 
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Buying cyanide off the internet isn't easy, unless you get lucky because it's very tightly regulated. The few companies that have sold it off the internet to average people have stopped because of people like you buying it for either suicide or buying it to commit murder.

Funny you should mention that cos the 2nd thing I thought of (after fuck me cherry pips can kill me) is shit how many mf's could be killed so simply:pfff:
 
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I find it easier to synthesize cyanide (by mixing/heating other chemicals) than getting it from seeds. It's not completely ruled out as method for me yet, I'm studying the possibility of taking it while at the same time getting knocked out by a gas, so I wouldn't feel possible side effects (because people say it's painful).

In the following post I describe my favorite method for making cyanide:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-to-acquire-cyanide-in-europe.18501/post-382285
 
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Buying cyanide online is easy. But I guess N is much better.
 
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Cyanide is a good way to ctb. Like @Dutch said it can be extracted from cherry seeds or even apple seeds.

Buying cyanide is easy. It comes in many forms, hydrogen cyanide, sodium cyanide, thiocyanate, isocyanide, etc. Cyanide is lethal in almost any dose. Although in small doses it could take up to 24 hours to die. Doses for hydrogen cyanide, for example, range between 100ppm to 2000ppm. The bigger the dose the quicker the death. I've heard of high doses taking as little as ten seconds to kill.

Cyanide kills buy creating what is called histotoxic hypoxia. It kills by not letting cells in your body absorb oxygen. The cyanide attaches to your bloods protein molecules creating a block that inhibits the cells reaction to oxygen. Organs in your body like the heart and brain depend more on oxygen to survive so they're the first affected. Which is good news for us cause when the heart and brain go so do we.

Cyanide works just like SN. It basically renders you unconscious fast then begins to starve your body of oxygen. Essentially suffocating you. And there usually isn't any vomiting so no need for antiemetics.

People day cyanide poisoning is painful. That is a lie. Even in small doses where you don't die right away you won't feel pain. What happens is you become lethargic, have shallow breathing and your pulse and bp drop. So in the face of those theories that say it is painful are wrong.

Cyanide can easily be bought from experimental chemical companies. But that might raise suspicion from law enforcement. Or it can be bought off the dark web. Or it can be extracted. Or if you don't want to do any of these you can just simply chew some seeds.

I hope this helps. I really want you to know I love you. I care about you. And most importantly i understand you and I support you.

Love ya,
Centerism

well if it really is painless then it sounds like a much better way to go than SN. i read a story about a 28 month old girl who ate 8 apricot kernels and died. for adults I think we would need to eat around 100 kernels to have a chance in dying. good thing apricot kernels are sold on Amazon real cheap, $26 for a 1lb bag with 1000 kernels, more than enough. Sounds like all is needed is to just eat 1/4 or 1/2 a bag of these apricot kernels and off we go to a relatively peaceful CTB. However, I need more confirmation that this is not painful.
 
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well if it really is painless then it sounds like a much better way to go than SN. i read a story about a 28 month old girl who ate 8 apricot kernels and died. for adults I think we would need to eat around 100 kernels to have a chance in dying. good thing apricot kernels are sold on Amazon real cheap, $26 for a 1lb bag with 1000 kernels, more than enough. Sounds like all is needed is to just eat 1/4 or 1/2 a bag of these apricot kernels and off we go to a relatively peaceful CTB. However, I need more confirmation that this is not painful.

This method sounds almost too good to be true, in terms of consuming the seeds/ pits inside the fruit method. Because like you say, how hard is it for us just to buy a bunch of these fruits from some store or supermarket, take out the seeds/ pits (or buy already prepared and packaged ones), then just grind them up inside a blender, mix it up with some drink and just chug it down?? Literally everyone on this forum can go ahead and do this tomorrow. There must be something more to this, otherwise it would literally be one of the top popular CTB methods in the world for sure. If any more people knows something about this, please don't hesitate to share!!! Thanks in advance :)
 
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Just bumping this thread to see if anyone knows more about this topic. Thanks
 
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LMFAO FOCKERS

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Its not that difficult. If you google buy cyanide a million sites come up. Its legal and used as a pesticide. They just stopped allowing it to be sold on reputable sites such as ebay and amazon due to the wide use in suicide.

Just be careful where you buy, because it can be a scam just like anything else you buy on the internet.

However I must caution you that it can be a painful way to go.
 
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So is cyanide death painful or not? I hear mixed things. To avoid scams just buy the apricot kernels. But main thing is whether its painful or not? I checked the symptoms of cyanide poisoning and they are:

Some like sleepiness doesnt sound bad. The only thing is headache and abdominal pain but how much pain?
Cyanide is a good way to ctb. Like @Dutch said it can be extracted from cherry seeds or even apple seeds.

Buying cyanide is easy. It comes in many forms, hydrogen cyanide, sodium cyanide, thiocyanate, isocyanide, etc. Cyanide is lethal in almost any dose. Although in small doses it could take up to 24 hours to die. Doses for hydrogen cyanide, for example, range between 100ppm to 2000ppm. The bigger the dose the quicker the death. I've heard of high doses taking as little as ten seconds to kill.

Cyanide kills buy creating what is called histotoxic hypoxia. It kills by not letting cells in your body absorb oxygen. The cyanide attaches to your bloods protein molecules creating a block that inhibits the cells reaction to oxygen. Organs in your body like the heart and brain depend more on oxygen to survive so they're the first affected. Which is good news for us cause when the heart and brain go so do we.

Cyanide works just like SN. It basically renders you unconscious fast then begins to starve your body of oxygen. Essentially suffocating you. And there usually isn't any vomiting so no need for antiemetics.

People day cyanide poisoning is painful. That is a lie. Even in small doses where you don't die right away you won't feel pain. What happens is you become lethargic, have shallow breathing and your pulse and bp drop. So in the face of those theories that say it is painful are wrong.

Cyanide can easily be bought from experimental chemical companies. But that might raise suspicion from law enforcement. Or it can be bought off the dark web. Or it can be extracted. Or if you don't want to do any of these you can just simply chew some seeds.

I hope this helps. I really want you to know I love you. I care about you. And most importantly i understand you and I support you.

Love ya,
Centerism
Are you sure its not painful?
 
BipolarExpat

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Are you sure its not painful?

Completely dependent on the concentration %age of the dose, I'd imagine.

If it's low, it'd likely play out longer with lots of discomfort thereby upping the chances of failure.
 
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So is cyanide death painful or not? I hear mixed things. To avoid scams just buy the apricot kernels. But main thing is whether its painful or not? I checked the symptoms of cyanide poisoning and they are:

Some like sleepiness doesnt sound bad. The only thing is headache and abdominal pain but how much pain?

Are you sure its not painful?
I'm not sure at all. While it works similarly to SN, they are not the same; cyanide binds to the iron in cell mitochondria, while SN binds to the iron in hemoglobin. Why would this physiologically feel different? Because when the oxygen-carrying capacity of your hemoglobin is diminished, it confuses your body so that you don't have oxygen hunger. It's tantamount to when a plane depressurizes and the passengers and the pilot just unwittingly fall asleep; if anyone remembers the golfer Payne Stewart, this is how his plane is thought to have gone down.

Every source I can finds suggests that with cyanide, unconsciousness may occur within seconds of a massive dose, or may drag on for several excruciating minutes. Until someone can cite evidence that this is a peaceful way to die, I would absolutely not endorse this method.

 
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So is cyanide death painful or not? I hear mixed things. To avoid scams just buy the apricot kernels. But main thing is whether its painful or not? I checked the symptoms of cyanide poisoning and they are:

Some like sleepiness doesnt sound bad. The only thing is headache and abdominal pain but how much pain?

Are you sure its not painful?


i feel dumb asking this... :smiling::sunglasses: but HOW CAN I FIND the "DARK WEB"??
 
JimFord99

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You need to download a TOR browser first. You can't use google or similar browsers. It took me ages to access the dark web, however, I am crap with computers and internet stuff.
 
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halliestephan18

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Why dont you try the fpcoh blog. Its easier than darknet.
The thing is that N is much better than cyanide.
 
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Aug 6, 2018
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I dunno

According to this (somewhat scientific) test, you'd need quite a bit more than +- 8 pits...


Can someone explain how youre coming up with just 8 pits to kill you? I thought 1.5 mg per kg is 1.5 multiplied by your weight. Then if you divided that by the 0.004 mg per cherry seed for me it comes out to 40,500 cherry seeds to kill you. Is this right or am i doing something wrong?
 
ThriveOrDie

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This article also talks about how many apple seeds are lethal...
 
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welshie84

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Says 40 apples but the seeds need to be ground to powder. I wonder if just sticking 40 cores in a blender adding water and drinking would work.
 
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I'd say it's painless as those coward Nazi took them to die.
 
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I'd say it's painless as those coward Nazi took them to die.
Is anybody reading my prior post in this thread? I have some super legit concerns about this.
 
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Is anybody reading my prior post in this thread? I have some super legit concerns about this.
I was being a tad sarcastic about it really. I honestly don't know gingerplum.
 
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