LuzurPhagget
Experienced
- Sep 15, 2019
- 288
That's gotta be the LAMEST thing one can buy on there. lol
I'm considering trying some other antidepressants aka poisons. The thing is, I'm just worried my family doctor will be too much of a lil bitch to prescribe me anything else and I'll have to wait motherfucking MONTHS to see a psychiatrist. I'm intending on taking a leave of absence from work and hopefully taking no more than 2 weeks to notice any beneficial effects. Dammit, I really hope he can prescribe something as I REALLY don't/can't wait around that long again. And don't think my workplace would keep my job for me that long either.
I feel conflicted. Part of me wants to throw in the towel and call this bullshit existence to an end. But another part of me recognizes that I have truly benefited from taking some of those poisons in the past and when they WERE working for me, I felt/functioned at a level better than I had in years or maybe even ever! Maybe I can squeeze a couple more months outta this life?? I know I'm gonna kill myself eventually and relying on these poisons will no doubt fuck up other parts of my body in the meantime, but hopefully before all that happens I can squeeze something good out of this life? Also, I've been fortunate enough to get a job working at the place I'm working at now. I've actually grown a bit fond of the people there and it would be nice to stick around a little longer.
Damn, really hope my doctor doesn't bitch out. Anybody have any experiencing with procuring such stuff on the dark web? Or am I only wasting my time and can I only buy USEFUL things like illegal firearms, illicit drugs, hitman services and sex slaves on the dark web?
I'm considering trying some other antidepressants aka poisons. The thing is, I'm just worried my family doctor will be too much of a lil bitch to prescribe me anything else and I'll have to wait motherfucking MONTHS to see a psychiatrist. I'm intending on taking a leave of absence from work and hopefully taking no more than 2 weeks to notice any beneficial effects. Dammit, I really hope he can prescribe something as I REALLY don't/can't wait around that long again. And don't think my workplace would keep my job for me that long either.
I feel conflicted. Part of me wants to throw in the towel and call this bullshit existence to an end. But another part of me recognizes that I have truly benefited from taking some of those poisons in the past and when they WERE working for me, I felt/functioned at a level better than I had in years or maybe even ever! Maybe I can squeeze a couple more months outta this life?? I know I'm gonna kill myself eventually and relying on these poisons will no doubt fuck up other parts of my body in the meantime, but hopefully before all that happens I can squeeze something good out of this life? Also, I've been fortunate enough to get a job working at the place I'm working at now. I've actually grown a bit fond of the people there and it would be nice to stick around a little longer.
Damn, really hope my doctor doesn't bitch out. Anybody have any experiencing with procuring such stuff on the dark web? Or am I only wasting my time and can I only buy USEFUL things like illegal firearms, illicit drugs, hitman services and sex slaves on the dark web?