broke up with boyfriend

[reznikoff]

we have been through so much together and we still have so much love for each other. but it's not right for us to be together right now because of our respective mental healths.

i'm in pain. he was the only thing i had left to live for. and he's in a lot of pain too, he's miserable. but i made him promise me not to do anything stupid to himself.

I just don't want to be alive. I'm so hurt because of the loss of a treasured relationship and I can't focus on anything else. i have been dealing with my own personal hell for months as it were, and now this is just the cherry on top of a shit sundae.

my sister and my brothers would be so hurt and my friends would be very hurt. but i don't want him to do anything stupid to himself. but i don't want to be alive. i'm so sick of hurting. the hurting is just too much.

 

[SardonicSatire]

Can relate, in more ways than you could ever imagine. Message me if you'd like but I understand wholeheartedly what you're going through. :)