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dxstressed
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- Mar 13, 2020
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I haven't posted in a while, the past few months have been relatively stable for me. However, I am in the early stages of a relationship with someone new. Suddenly, my BPD has flared up like I didn't know it could. I am having anxiety attacks, I am worried he is going to leave me for someone new, that he isn't actually interested, that he is speaking to other individuals and I am so paranoid and jealous of anyone that is around him. I only feel secure when I am with him. However, for the first time in the 2.5 years since my diagnosis, I know this is not normal and this is not how it should be. It doesn't make it any easier but I'm wondering if anyone has any techniques/ways they have overcome these issues?
I don't want to lose him because of my mental illness. Any help would be appreciated.
Dxstressed
xoxo
Context - gay relationship, two men.
I don't want to lose him because of my mental illness. Any help would be appreciated.
Dxstressed
xoxo
Context - gay relationship, two men.