For years I thought I was stable, but looking back at my history and the things I did I wasn't.
Mine is Bipolar 2 too.
Essentially my behaviour has caused me to lose everything. I will soon be homeless
Most days I can't even get out of bed as the anxiety, fear and depression is so great.
I know why I have these conditions, due to stuff which happened in childhood...and whilst the chap got sentenced to six years after I took him to court two years ago on historical rape and sexual abuse charges. My family and I have life!
Do you guys have that rush when everything seems to come together, like you understand how to approach your life and you feel good and you feel like you're ready for life but the next day you're back in that awful cave in your head and you feel too paralised to do anything because of your thoughts?
I think I had many rushes over the years and appeared to be living normally. I am paralysed most days now